this life sucks and the wait is almost done
everything has been going down hill and i slowey feel myself going insane. the only happyness i have is my partys with friends and me turning 18 and going to T.N. ian dumped me cuzs he fucked up like a dum ass and he turned into a evil bitch. which i have yet to get my hands on yet.......soon i will i know i could but i been lazy but i just heared of him having new bf so i gusse ill make him pay for everything he put me though cuzs of it. when i find then i wish them good luck. school sucks i have less then 9 points to go till im done hopfuley i can make it idk if i can i been to school fucked up every day for pasted 5 weeks. who knows maybe ill just go crazy and never be un wasted that way i will be mellow nice. it seems me sober is just a crazy person waiting for pay back. ian its ur flut i feel this way i hate u for it everything u said u just toss out like nothing! then fine ill get u back the only way i know how......