May 19, 2004 17:38
Well, i moved this weekend, and it exhausting and exciting and scary as hell.
I was totally overwhelmed Sat. night and went to Dan's studio and drank bitch beers and cried to Chris and Dan, then spent Sunday at the beach with Chris. They are good guys. then Sunday night, it was off into the city.
i finally found someone to rent my apartment on Long Island, (well verbally anyway, keep your fingers crossed about her signing the papers and giving the $) and i get to keep the third room for my own for the summer, so i have a beach house and a city house.. hehe.. (yes i am becoming my own worst enemy)
last night i spend drinking bottles of wine with my new roomates and smoking a pack of cigs on my deck overlooking the empire state building, talking about books and theatre. It made me happy. honestly.
My commute is 10 minutes... and i keep waking up later and still getting to the office before anyone else.
i'm taking it one day at a time, but i did this all by myself, with no help from boys or mom and dad. I'm really proud of me, i hope it stays this way.
:-)