Sep 05, 2008 23:01
So I have managed to stay alive one more day in nursing school... yay. You can tell how enthusiastic that really makes me... can't you? I just feel like I've worked my ass off to get somewhere I don't want to be. Or is it where I want to be? I honestly do not know anymore. It's hard... and I think that a lot of the problem is me wanting to run away; do something easier. But that would be taking the easy way out and possibly leaving my future unfulfilled. Really... I am in a position right now where every day is a struggle to stay above the waves... and some days I am sure it's the day i will drown. But then something picks me up and I keep going. And in a nutshell I know it's God. Every time I seem to slip through the cracks and I know that something/someone is looking out for me. Something far stronger than I. But enough about nursing. For now, God is keeping me afloat and I know that he will continue you to guide me in the right direction.
In other news... well... I really don't have much of a life to talk about, but Michael and I are finally talking again. This makes me very happy because I have missed him dearly and I think some time apart was good for us. During this time I learned to stay out and he really impressed me by turning everything around and getting back in school. I am the proudest I have been in a long time and glad that everything has worked out for him.
Well Devin just walked in from work so I guess I have nothing more to say. I am glad that fall is finally settling in and I hope everyone is enjoying the weekend. I know I am! Peace out!
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