Starting back...
I was so relieved when I passed the first semester of nursing... but the more I sit here and think about it, the more I know it is still not what I want... and I am so miserable doing it. I want to study people or cultures or ancient artifacts... my heart is not in the here and now, I am intrigued by the things that took place thousands of years ago. But I have to do nursing in order to ever be able to do any of that... and that is what sucks. Other people I know go to school so excited because they are one step closer to their dreams... and I just keep going nowhere. Everyone I know is moving out and growing up... and I still sit here. I just pray that one day I will find happiness. That one day it will all be worth it. So there's my sob story for the night. Time to go suck it up for another semester.
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