Memories

[razzberrycutie]

I remember us being in our friends back yard. You too were wrestling around in the mud but i knew it was ok because we were all friends. Best Friends. You said i'd be yours forever... I remember you putting me on ur shoulders and telling me not to worry, You wouldn't drop me. I was scared but i held on tight and you wobbled a bit and i said "don't drop me". I remember u teasing me, pretending u were going to drop me and i believed u b/c well, i believed everything u said. You didn't drop me. When you were done playin around i took some mud and i drew lines on ur cheeks. You looked like an Indian :) lol but it was ok, cuz u were my indian. I remember kissing ur cheeks and getting mud on my lips, but it didn't matter. I loved you and you loved me. Their was no one else in the world but us that summer, and i didn't mind one bit. I missed you so much when you were away, and i remember ur friends getting mad at you for calling me everyday, but you didn't mind.

Why can't things be as simple as they were back then? Why can't everything be so carefree? Part of me wants to go back so badly. But we know we have all changed too much to ever do such a thing. Too much has happened that we never will.

When a kiss wasn't "just a kiss".

I'm just gonna try to make the best of things as much as humanely possible right now. I hope everyone else will try too..