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I'm sick. I ache. I have no idea what to do. I'm lonely. I don't get phone calls or texts from people and no one asks me to visit unless I BEG for it... So this is where I'm at now.
I have a dog. I'm giving her away. Because if I don't, I swear to god, I'm just going to fall further and further down this hole...
How bad is it? Let's just say last Sunday I was going to go to Whyte Ave to drink and party - BY MYSELF... Didn't care where I might end up sleeping. Didn't care about how or if I was getting home. Somehow the idea of cocaine came up... Suppose I'd even consider drugs at this point because I'm kind of at a loss here.
I have a dog. I'm giving her away. Because if I don't, I swear to god, I'm just going to fall further and further down this hole...
How bad is it? Let's just say last Sunday I was going to go to Whyte Ave to drink and party - BY MYSELF... Didn't care where I might end up sleeping. Didn't care about how or if I was getting home. Somehow the idea of cocaine came up... Suppose I'd even consider drugs at this point because I'm kind of at a loss here.