So this is life, huh?
I'm a solid three months into this whole being alone thing. I guess maybe in some ways it has it's perks. I don't have to spend any of my time and money on anyone else...
On the other hand, I find myself lonely at times... And it's been so long since I've been /THIS/ alone... (in fact I've NEVER been /THIS/ alone)... that I often don't know what to do with myself. I don't even know what I like or enjoy anymore.
People tell me that now is the time to discover old things I used to enjoy or try out new things. But trust me, when you feel like everything you've done in your life was just a failed attempt... you lose the motivation to want to do anything.
Maybe I should just go to bed and try to get some sleep.
Maybe I should just not be social for a while.
Maybe I just have no idea what I should do.
On the other hand, I find myself lonely at times... And it's been so long since I've been /THIS/ alone... (in fact I've NEVER been /THIS/ alone)... that I often don't know what to do with myself. I don't even know what I like or enjoy anymore.
People tell me that now is the time to discover old things I used to enjoy or try out new things. But trust me, when you feel like everything you've done in your life was just a failed attempt... you lose the motivation to want to do anything.
Maybe I should just go to bed and try to get some sleep.
Maybe I should just not be social for a while.
Maybe I just have no idea what I should do.