Heather from NJ really rocks!
So Mike woke me up this morning to let me know that the people from the car dealership were on the phone. So I dragged my sleepy ass out of bed, acted all awake on the phone and told them I would leave right away to have the converter replaced. I had no one to pick me up so I hung out at the dealership. I ended up calling my aunt in NJ and she gave me the riot act about being an adult, mature and oh yeah most important not to end up like my mom. I was like why did I call. But anyways, I got my paycheck, got Duke his food, and then came home and there waiting for me like it was christmas was the CD's Heather promised me. They are awesome so far, it totally kicks ass! She sent me 3! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I think I have to go to NJ over the weekend of Jess's Wedding, I dont' want to miss it but I have to get away. My sanity depends on it. The person I was going to stay with is going to be out of town, So I might have to stay in the hotel which is like $60 bucks a night, which isn't bad but it is when you are poor and you guessed it, I'M POOR!
I think it is very sad when a 22 year old flirts or tried to impress a 17 year old girl. Grow balls and go for older people for god's sake.
I am going to try and go tanning before I take my shower. I have to think of a way to get out of hanging out with Ryan tonight. I want him to take my stray cat for the winter but I don't want to give him any ideas that I am interested in him b/c I'm not and the last thing I want is for him to think that there is something.
Mary downloaded the software for my camera so now I can post pictures and save them on the computer! I love have a digital camera. I finally got a great picture of my stray cat. She is so pretty! and so sweet. I love her!
I really want to get drunk tonight and have a fucking awesome time, But I don't know if it is going to happen. If I go out with Ryan I think he would pay for my drinks but I don't want him to think that b/c I am drunk he can try something with me b/c I will kill him if he does. He's a major Tool Box.
I hate being full of aggression. I really should go do some bag rounds but I have a headache and I am cold. Bad combo. Maybe I'll do laundry and finish cleaning my room. Maybe I'll ignore my school work and learn French.
I am so tired of doing bad in school, I just don't care anymore, why should I care? I see so many people with awesome degrees working shitty jobs b/c no one is hiring. It's like what the fuck, why did I try so hard? It's frustrating. I just can't motivate myself to do it anymore, I just can't.
It sucks being lonely but I don't feel as lonely as I did when I was with him. I finally told my aunt a little more about him and how he treated me in the beginning and in the end and how different it was. They think he is a great guy but after I told my aunt about it, she didn't say anything. The truth hurts especially when you have to call out the one you love.
So I think I have to go to NJ over the weekend of Jess's Wedding, I dont' want to miss it but I have to get away. My sanity depends on it. The person I was going to stay with is going to be out of town, So I might have to stay in the hotel which is like $60 bucks a night, which isn't bad but it is when you are poor and you guessed it, I'M POOR!
I think it is very sad when a 22 year old flirts or tried to impress a 17 year old girl. Grow balls and go for older people for god's sake.
I am going to try and go tanning before I take my shower. I have to think of a way to get out of hanging out with Ryan tonight. I want him to take my stray cat for the winter but I don't want to give him any ideas that I am interested in him b/c I'm not and the last thing I want is for him to think that there is something.
Mary downloaded the software for my camera so now I can post pictures and save them on the computer! I love have a digital camera. I finally got a great picture of my stray cat. She is so pretty! and so sweet. I love her!
I really want to get drunk tonight and have a fucking awesome time, But I don't know if it is going to happen. If I go out with Ryan I think he would pay for my drinks but I don't want him to think that b/c I am drunk he can try something with me b/c I will kill him if he does. He's a major Tool Box.
I hate being full of aggression. I really should go do some bag rounds but I have a headache and I am cold. Bad combo. Maybe I'll do laundry and finish cleaning my room. Maybe I'll ignore my school work and learn French.
I am so tired of doing bad in school, I just don't care anymore, why should I care? I see so many people with awesome degrees working shitty jobs b/c no one is hiring. It's like what the fuck, why did I try so hard? It's frustrating. I just can't motivate myself to do it anymore, I just can't.
It sucks being lonely but I don't feel as lonely as I did when I was with him. I finally told my aunt a little more about him and how he treated me in the beginning and in the end and how different it was. They think he is a great guy but after I told my aunt about it, she didn't say anything. The truth hurts especially when you have to call out the one you love.