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just read my previous post and it is a pretty accurate description of how i feel about things a lot. More or less I am just really emotional. Have a doctors apt tmw. Wonder if I have mood disorder? Guess we will see. Am really thankful for meeting nice boy and other cool friends at church tonight. Am glad that I had my oil changed. Must stop using credit card before Dad throttles me. oh shit. I am busy.. events are happening in this order, Vegas, Philly, Cruise, New Orleans. WOAH. am i feeling i must do all of this to prove something? Maybe I am doing it to block everything out and try to move on? Maybe I finally have the time and money bc I work my effing ass off. Yes, thats it. I deserve some good times. SO I will have them. Bought new ring and now I know what I want engraved. Makes me happy, and peaceful. Love the song "He Reigns" by Mark Crowder Band. Also, love new dmb single, fuck you if you dont. it beautiful and true and reflective and makes me feel like i am all alone and one when i clsoe my eyes and listen to it. I like Ollie's. Yeah, I never update this regulary. 4 months after the new year I think I will make some resolutions. Bwhaha. yeah. devotionals, excersisng. yeah.