im upset...
im having such a not cool week. i guess its been more than one. at camp dylan never called, in detroit i talked to him once. more silence while in boston, and finaly myspace contact back in detroit... beginning of the end. i knew something was wrong when he never called me back, and then the longer it went on, the silence, the sicker i began to feel. so when he finnaly wrote me back there was no suprise as to the crushing contents. i thought this time it would be different we always had so much fun before, we were so comfortable, i thouhgt he ment it when he said he loved me, i assumed we could go back to the time when wewere happy with each other... before we got depressed with the world. but i guess too much has happened. were both changed.... but not that much!!!! he says he doesnt want to get hurt again, when did i hurt him? and what does he think this is doing to me!!??!! even thoughi expected it i still almost cried when i read it and i had to work sooo hard to hold in the tears. and before u say im coldlisten to the news flash people! tears dont do anything, much less solve anything, they have no point or purpose... now im done... except did i mention i think he wants another girl... even though he says he doesnt and he says all he wants is to be alone... i dont believe it he knows too many chicks way too many hot chicks!!!!