Today....
April 20th, 2009
I felt a new feeling today.
Could it have been love.? Or just happiness that has been driven away for so long, I have forgotten tha meaning.? Well...I cannot tell you this, because I do not know the fucking answer.
But I enjoyed this feeling, nonetheless.
She makes me feel as if I have wings *Checks*Yes, in fact, I do.
It's been a while since I've felt warmth, or happiness, and smiled[and meant it]
She is my sunshine. Or how Gregory House would say "You are my rays of sunshine on a cloudy day."
Muchlike my "Scarlet Desire."
She may be the one, who knows.?
Ah, alas., I am getting ahead of myself. Maybe she is the one for me, but I am not the one for her.
Lest I keep this in mind throughout the year, I do not feel the need to remind her anymore. She knows, and I know. Something we must keep in mind, I suppose. No other choice, in reality.....
Perhaps, this is just a phase.
Perhaps, I'm just bloody stupid. *Raises hand* Um, I think the correct answer is Number 2, sir."
This situatuin is not optionated, as it were. I would rather not doubt I'd be all by my lonesome anymore.
"Lips bleeding with guilt", mn, I do not find myself full of shit. If you are not following, so sad for you and don't read any further.
Oh, well.
I love her.
I felt a new feeling today.
Could it have been love.? Or just happiness that has been driven away for so long, I have forgotten tha meaning.? Well...I cannot tell you this, because I do not know the fucking answer.
But I enjoyed this feeling, nonetheless.
She makes me feel as if I have wings *Checks*Yes, in fact, I do.
It's been a while since I've felt warmth, or happiness, and smiled[and meant it]
She is my sunshine. Or how Gregory House would say "You are my rays of sunshine on a cloudy day."
Muchlike my "Scarlet Desire."
She may be the one, who knows.?
Ah, alas., I am getting ahead of myself. Maybe she is the one for me, but I am not the one for her.
Lest I keep this in mind throughout the year, I do not feel the need to remind her anymore. She knows, and I know. Something we must keep in mind, I suppose. No other choice, in reality.....
Perhaps, this is just a phase.
Perhaps, I'm just bloody stupid. *Raises hand* Um, I think the correct answer is Number 2, sir."
This situatuin is not optionated, as it were. I would rather not doubt I'd be all by my lonesome anymore.
"Lips bleeding with guilt", mn, I do not find myself full of shit. If you are not following, so sad for you and don't read any further.
Oh, well.
I love her.