catching up
I think im at a point in my life where i am suppose to be sitting back and looking at shit and figuring out what i want to do when i grow up.... which is sooooo freakishly close i can believe it... *sigh i do wonder what i will be like in 10 years though... will i have all thses same complaints and stuff or would i have grown out of the bull shit by then. Ive given up on boys again. but its not me its them. I know Im cute and a great catch now... yeah it took me long enuff but I just think I need to be single for a long time because i dadted people along time. I hung out with wanita last night. it was like old times but now. this time i didnt tell her everything, just enuff for her to think i was and spilled her heart out to me like always! like things didnt go wrong like there wasnt this new dynamic in the air of will she do this shit to me again... am i dumb enuff for it to happen to me again? I dont know... i just know i cant wait for classes to start!