Sep 23, 2004 20:47
omg, ok, school was needless to say, retarted again. Ali, her b/f got caught smokin pot at felspauch so he is like, done for, and he owes me 6 bucks. he was on probation too! then at practice Ali held my hand again, and the worst part is i let her. i think her and dustin are over like well i think they are soon to be over. which means, make way for the Rachel! lmao. so yeah, Ali was all bein nice and junk and that made me happy. BUT she saw my wrist and i don't wanna say it but in class today i took a safty pin and like, stabbed my wrist and now there is like, a million little holes there, well she saw it, and i didn't have a wonderful day to begin with, but she got upset, and i asked her if she was mad at me and she didn't answer. i sat there trying to hold her hand ad kept asking her if she was mad at me, and i started to cry then she said she wasnt mad at me, but she doesn't want me to hurt myself,then she noticed my knuckles and was like wtf? i was like its been like that for like, 4 days, then she said, "you wouldn't let me touch you for 4 days!" so then i cried again. then she got upset. but after i first cried when ithought she was mad at me, we were at practice and i had gotten called up to read on stage, and i just sat there crying till she said that she wasnt mad etc.etc. so i gotup on stage all red eyed but hey, im an actress so i didn't let it effect me.
NEways, i finally got to introduce Kelsey Gray to my brother. so we all hungout n junk, well i took her and liz home, and after we dropped off Liz we went out and stole those BUSH CHENEY signs! it was so much fun cus Jordan was stoned and he was so funny, well we got 3 and then i had to take Kels home, then after me and jordy and Mat and Amber got more, we got 7 then took jordan home, then me amber and mat got up to like 12 signs! it was fuckin sweet o so damn funny! neways ima get goin cus im still upset and tired and have a head ache. i love you all!
~Rachel Jo