I know this guy. He's absolutely and utterly maddening, but wonderful. And sweet, and thoughtful and supportive and really, really good to me.

And so very, very broken. I saw him cry for the first time the other day... it was actually kind of a perfect female moment if he'd been a girl because I had cried earlier in the day and he was there for me ( Read more... )

Pretend

Have you ever wished a hand was just that, was just a hand?

Have you ever prayed for comfort and gotten conditions or demands?

Have you ever sat there, screaming, hoping for the pain to end?

As have I, so close your eyes and we shall play pretend.

Let’s create a world of wonder; we’ll invent a world of fun

Where emptiness and ( Read more... )

Some people are martyrs, they die for their cause

Their families mourn, for their logic is flawed

Losing their lives for an unstable belief

They place all their faith in suspended relief.

Explosions and chaos, in silence we pay

For dodging, ignoring the words that we say

Bodies grow stronger, adults in their youth

The people we send stand as stone for ( Read more... )

There is deception in your thoughts my dear, deception in your mind

A lie I hear at every turn, mistruths in your eyes.

You’re slowly getting better, love, you almost had me fooled

But I won’t play your game again, restricted by your rules.

Watching through a strangers eyes I see the putrid truth

I see your tragic state of mind; I see your decayed ( Read more... )