lol

[rayn_bowh_luvr]

I just read my poetry on here from like 3 years ago and the poems are sooooo mother lickin' lame it's not even funny. I don't like posting poetry anymore. People steal. They won't steal shitty poetry but I mean I've improved in the past couple of years so I know they aren't as bad as they used to...lmfao

I'm tempted to eat but I know I shouldn't
I only need one dinner
I had around 400-500 calories today
and eatting this late? hah! i might as well inject lard into my stomach and thighs.
Plus I don't want to fuck up this time. It's only been a couple days since I restarted but I can already see and feel a difference.

I denied a Hershey's pie, a chocolate bar, and french fries today so yay me!

My breakfasts and lunches are always going to be the same...
Strawberry special K and soy milk
Spray dressing and nuts on a small salad

So it's the dinners that I should be planning out really.
Tonight I had fake chicken with peas and vinegar.

Tomorrow I'm thinking a veggie dog and black eyed peas with snaps

330 calories for that dinner.