Dreams [1/?]
Title: Dreams [1/?]
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Pairing: guy!Eunhyuk and girl!Donghae
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, only the plot.
Summary: It was a story of a girl who gave up on everything, and everyone gave up on her. He came along and changed all that. But could they be together with her in that state, and in a society where what they had was considered disgusting?
*continues right where it left off -_-
Spot for grace_uni because she wanted another girl!Hae fic :)
I had composed my feelings again, and once again I found myself staring at the ceiling counting the little black dots to pass the time I spent in the room. I don’t remember how many times I have done this before, but considering how much time I had on my hands you'd think I would’ve figured out how many there were on there. And when I started to feel drowsy from all the endless counting I heard lots of noise coming from outside the door. Then it became louder as my door was opened and the people outside entered into the room. Everyone turned quiet when they saw me staring at them. Everyone in this hospital knew I hated it here, but they never even tried to make me like it.
“Where is she?” came a loud voice. A very familiar masculine voice.
Then in the middle of everyone Kangin, Sungmin, Shindong, and Eunhyuk appeared before me. They looked around to see the faces of everyone. Just like me, they wondered why everyone had such scared faces when they looked at me. Then a nurse said something to Kangin. I already knew what she was saying. How I wouldn’t talk, smile, laugh, or even show a spark of interest in anything they did. How I hated her for that. And just like everyone else Kangin would nod ‘I understand’ and they would all smile at me apologetically and take leave of the room. But instead he nodded that he understood and talked to the rest of the members there about it.
“It’s okay! We’ll make her talk somehow. Right guys!?” Eunhyuk’s voice ran throughout the quiet room. I savored every last detail of that moment. How he said it, how his voice sounded, so childish for a 24 year old, and how his face lit up when he heard the news, how he smiled at me when he said it. They all walked to either of my sides, Eunhyuk and Kangin on either sides being closest to me, and Shindong next to Eunhyuk, and Sungmin next to Kangin.
“I heard its your birthday today Donghae sshi.” Kangin said in a sweet voice. I just stared back at him. “Well.. How about we sing you a song. Araso?” I just kept on staring at him, he looked to Eunhyuk defeated by me. He already gave up on me. I also looked at Eunhyuk who gave the older man a disapproving look.
“Hyung, do you always give up that easily?" His voice ran through my body.
“Here, Donghae-ah, we’re going to sing you a song.” He sounded much brighter than the defeated Kangin. Then they sang. How wonderful the sound was, but the only voice I could hear was Eunhyuk’s. His beautiful rapper voice turned into that of a singer made the hair on my skin stand on end.
When they finished everyone clapped. I gave a small smile, one that I knew no one would be able to see since they were too busy looking at the stars that just sang. I looked to Super Junior. Sungmin and Kangin were looking from each other to Shindong and Eunhyuk, and Shindong was looking back at them, and all three of them were looking at everyone gathered smiling. But as I looked at Eunhyuk I saw him staring at me, a smile spread across his face, I looked to everyone else, not able to meet his gaze.
“There. It wasn’t that hard to smile was it?” he whispered to me in all the noise. I surprisingly heard and my small smile faltered into nothingness. He gave a small chuckle. Then he too looked at his band mates and everyone else in the room.
I replayed what had happened that day. No, I replayed Eunhyuk that day over and over in my head. How he never seemed to give up on me. This time I gave up on myself, I knew I wasn’t ever going to see him again. Ha! I was dreaming too much to begin with. To think that a big time star like him would ever come see me again on his own accord.
Even though I knew that, I still had hope, and having hope had hurt me a lot. I wasn’t suppose to feel this, any of this. I gave up silently and went to sleep, hoping that tomorrow was just as blissful as today, although I knew it wasn‘t going to be.
As I began to adjust to the light in the room, and my body was beginning to wake up with my mind, I faintly saw a figure sitting at my side. I slowly opened my eyes so they could adjust to everything once again and what, or more so, who I saw was stunningly beautiful. I didn’t get to see his face that well yet, but I saw everything else. The small but broad shoulders on the small body. The long neck, sharp jaw line, blazing red hair, the clothes that outlined the every curve of the arms and body. The paleness of the man sitting before me. And then it registered. It was Eunhyuk. Lee Eunhyuk.
“Good morning sleepy head.” He gave me a gummy smile, the one I always saw on T.V. whenever he was really enjoying something. Not the fake or weak one he used when he was trying to be polite. But the one where he truly was happy and delighted. I didn’t give him an answer back, just kept staring at him.
“Fine, don’t answer me.” he pouted. Oh how cute he was when he pouted. Those full lips were puckered and those big sharp eyes were squinted. He was just too cute. “Well I guess I’ll just talk to you then.” he smiled at me again. Why was he smiling at me? Why was he looking at me like that? Why was he even here to begin with?
“So Lee Donghae, if you don’t know me already, I am Super Junior’s one and only Jewel-guy. Hehehe. And today my schedule is so packed. I mean the manager got us booked with these people I don’t even know, and I do say I know a lot of people, for the whole day. I mean we do need rest you know? And the others were bothering me about not coming here today because of the busy schedule, buttttttt I came anyways.” Why was he trying to act like a teenager? Then suddenly he placed his large hand on top of mine.
“You know, you are a really good listener.” He giggled. Did he really just giggle at me? He looked at his watch. “Oh shoot! I’m going to be late. I’m so sorry Hae but I’m going to have to leave you for today. I came early just to see you but I guess you were sleeping and just when you wake up I have to go. I’m so sorry.”
He got up to go but I held onto his hand.
“T-Tell m-me...” my voice sounded weird to me. He smiled when I said that. He looked at me like I was trying to figure out the simplest thing but couldn’t, but he understood my words, and what I was trying to say even if they were short.
“I wanted to spend some time with you of course silly.” He came to my side and moved the hair out of my face. It wasn’t like I had long hair or anything, anymore. It was short since I had to cut it seven months ago, but it grew back. Into boy-ish hair.
“I’ll be back later when my schedules are done. Bye Hae!~” He smiled at me one last time and left the room.
I placed a hand on top of the one that Eunhyuk was holding, the warmth of his hand was still lingering there. I felt a little pulling at my heart, my shoulders went stiff, and my neck became warmer, and then cold, and then warm again. What was this I was feeling?
TBC.... :)
A/N: Hrmm. So I got really excited about this fic and ideas were coming into my head at the speed of light so here I am posting up the first part of this to you guys :)) Hoped you enjoyed it and please comment :) and just to let you know, its going change from Donghae's POV to Eunhyuk's POV and back and forth throughout the story.
Btw, can anyone confirm for me that Super Junior is coming to Los Angeles for the HollyBowl in 2011? I heard from my aunt that her sisters are going to see them then, and I just need to know. Cause if they are, I'm going!! :D Thanks :)
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Pairing: guy!Eunhyuk and girl!Donghae
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, only the plot.
Summary: It was a story of a girl who gave up on everything, and everyone gave up on her. He came along and changed all that. But could they be together with her in that state, and in a society where what they had was considered disgusting?
*continues right where it left off -_-
Spot for grace_uni because she wanted another girl!Hae fic :)
I had composed my feelings again, and once again I found myself staring at the ceiling counting the little black dots to pass the time I spent in the room. I don’t remember how many times I have done this before, but considering how much time I had on my hands you'd think I would’ve figured out how many there were on there. And when I started to feel drowsy from all the endless counting I heard lots of noise coming from outside the door. Then it became louder as my door was opened and the people outside entered into the room. Everyone turned quiet when they saw me staring at them. Everyone in this hospital knew I hated it here, but they never even tried to make me like it.
“Where is she?” came a loud voice. A very familiar masculine voice.
Then in the middle of everyone Kangin, Sungmin, Shindong, and Eunhyuk appeared before me. They looked around to see the faces of everyone. Just like me, they wondered why everyone had such scared faces when they looked at me. Then a nurse said something to Kangin. I already knew what she was saying. How I wouldn’t talk, smile, laugh, or even show a spark of interest in anything they did. How I hated her for that. And just like everyone else Kangin would nod ‘I understand’ and they would all smile at me apologetically and take leave of the room. But instead he nodded that he understood and talked to the rest of the members there about it.
“It’s okay! We’ll make her talk somehow. Right guys!?” Eunhyuk’s voice ran throughout the quiet room. I savored every last detail of that moment. How he said it, how his voice sounded, so childish for a 24 year old, and how his face lit up when he heard the news, how he smiled at me when he said it. They all walked to either of my sides, Eunhyuk and Kangin on either sides being closest to me, and Shindong next to Eunhyuk, and Sungmin next to Kangin.
“I heard its your birthday today Donghae sshi.” Kangin said in a sweet voice. I just stared back at him. “Well.. How about we sing you a song. Araso?” I just kept on staring at him, he looked to Eunhyuk defeated by me. He already gave up on me. I also looked at Eunhyuk who gave the older man a disapproving look.
“Hyung, do you always give up that easily?" His voice ran through my body.
“Here, Donghae-ah, we’re going to sing you a song.” He sounded much brighter than the defeated Kangin. Then they sang. How wonderful the sound was, but the only voice I could hear was Eunhyuk’s. His beautiful rapper voice turned into that of a singer made the hair on my skin stand on end.
When they finished everyone clapped. I gave a small smile, one that I knew no one would be able to see since they were too busy looking at the stars that just sang. I looked to Super Junior. Sungmin and Kangin were looking from each other to Shindong and Eunhyuk, and Shindong was looking back at them, and all three of them were looking at everyone gathered smiling. But as I looked at Eunhyuk I saw him staring at me, a smile spread across his face, I looked to everyone else, not able to meet his gaze.
“There. It wasn’t that hard to smile was it?” he whispered to me in all the noise. I surprisingly heard and my small smile faltered into nothingness. He gave a small chuckle. Then he too looked at his band mates and everyone else in the room.
I replayed what had happened that day. No, I replayed Eunhyuk that day over and over in my head. How he never seemed to give up on me. This time I gave up on myself, I knew I wasn’t ever going to see him again. Ha! I was dreaming too much to begin with. To think that a big time star like him would ever come see me again on his own accord.
Even though I knew that, I still had hope, and having hope had hurt me a lot. I wasn’t suppose to feel this, any of this. I gave up silently and went to sleep, hoping that tomorrow was just as blissful as today, although I knew it wasn‘t going to be.
As I began to adjust to the light in the room, and my body was beginning to wake up with my mind, I faintly saw a figure sitting at my side. I slowly opened my eyes so they could adjust to everything once again and what, or more so, who I saw was stunningly beautiful. I didn’t get to see his face that well yet, but I saw everything else. The small but broad shoulders on the small body. The long neck, sharp jaw line, blazing red hair, the clothes that outlined the every curve of the arms and body. The paleness of the man sitting before me. And then it registered. It was Eunhyuk. Lee Eunhyuk.
“Good morning sleepy head.” He gave me a gummy smile, the one I always saw on T.V. whenever he was really enjoying something. Not the fake or weak one he used when he was trying to be polite. But the one where he truly was happy and delighted. I didn’t give him an answer back, just kept staring at him.
“Fine, don’t answer me.” he pouted. Oh how cute he was when he pouted. Those full lips were puckered and those big sharp eyes were squinted. He was just too cute. “Well I guess I’ll just talk to you then.” he smiled at me again. Why was he smiling at me? Why was he looking at me like that? Why was he even here to begin with?
“So Lee Donghae, if you don’t know me already, I am Super Junior’s one and only Jewel-guy. Hehehe. And today my schedule is so packed. I mean the manager got us booked with these people I don’t even know, and I do say I know a lot of people, for the whole day. I mean we do need rest you know? And the others were bothering me about not coming here today because of the busy schedule, buttttttt I came anyways.” Why was he trying to act like a teenager? Then suddenly he placed his large hand on top of mine.
“You know, you are a really good listener.” He giggled. Did he really just giggle at me? He looked at his watch. “Oh shoot! I’m going to be late. I’m so sorry Hae but I’m going to have to leave you for today. I came early just to see you but I guess you were sleeping and just when you wake up I have to go. I’m so sorry.”
He got up to go but I held onto his hand.
“T-Tell m-me...” my voice sounded weird to me. He smiled when I said that. He looked at me like I was trying to figure out the simplest thing but couldn’t, but he understood my words, and what I was trying to say even if they were short.
“I wanted to spend some time with you of course silly.” He came to my side and moved the hair out of my face. It wasn’t like I had long hair or anything, anymore. It was short since I had to cut it seven months ago, but it grew back. Into boy-ish hair.
“I’ll be back later when my schedules are done. Bye Hae!~” He smiled at me one last time and left the room.
I placed a hand on top of the one that Eunhyuk was holding, the warmth of his hand was still lingering there. I felt a little pulling at my heart, my shoulders went stiff, and my neck became warmer, and then cold, and then warm again. What was this I was feeling?
TBC.... :)
A/N: Hrmm. So I got really excited about this fic and ideas were coming into my head at the speed of light so here I am posting up the first part of this to you guys :)) Hoped you enjoyed it and please comment :) and just to let you know, its going change from Donghae's POV to Eunhyuk's POV and back and forth throughout the story.
Btw, can anyone confirm for me that Super Junior is coming to Los Angeles for the HollyBowl in 2011? I heard from my aunt that her sisters are going to see them then, and I just need to know. Cause if they are, I'm going!! :D Thanks :)