An ELF's Love Pt 4
Title: An ELF's Love Pt 4
Genre: Romance, Drama
Pairing: Eunhyuk[guy], Donghae[girl]
Rating: PG13
Summary:"You are really an interesting person Donghae." I looked at Jaebeom.
"What? Ha. Yeah sure."
"I'm serious. I saw the look in your eyes when Hyoyeon interrupted you. And the look in your eyes when we were eating and they were feeding eachother constantly."
I just shrugged.
"It's no big deal really Jaebeom sshi. They're a couple. I'm supportive of them."
"If you're so supportive then don't feel like you're heart is breaking everytime you see them together."
Spot for grace_uni
"Yoboseyo?"
"Yoboseyo? Donghae-ah?"
"Yes? Hyoyeon sshi?"
"Yeap it's me. I was just calling to see if you're busy at seven tonight for dinner. Are you? 'Cause if you aren't then I'd like for you to join Hyukkie opppa and I tonight."
My heart broke into a million pieces. If it meant that this was the only way I was going to get to be close with Eunhyukkie I didn't want it. I didn't want to be the third wheel there, watch them feed eachother, watch them make lovey dovey eyes with eachother, watch them together period. But how could I turn down Hyoyeon who thought nothing more of my feelings for Eunhyuk as a childish crush, nothing more. But it was more, she just didn't know it.
"Uh.."
"Oh please Hae. I like you a lot and I want to eat out with you at least once."
Once. It was going to be once, things weren't going to be that bad right? Right.
"Okay, ummm.. but I don't know the roads of Korea yet so I wouldn't know how to get to you and... and Eunhyuk sshi."
It felt like poison on my tongue when I said their names together.
"Oh! That's okay. We'll come pick you up. Which hotel are you staying at?"
"Umm. I'm staying at the Rainbow Hotel in Seoul."
"Okay. We'll pick you up at seven."
"Thanks."
"No problem. I can't wait. Bye!~"
"Bye.."
I flopped down on my bed in frustration. Why did I just agree to go out to dinner with them and watch them? Was I stupid or what?
"Aish!"
After spending another five minutes laying on the bed I decided to go on my laptop. The one my parents bought for me before I came to Korea so I could stay in touch with them online if my phone ever gets lost or something happened to it. As I logged on I could see that I had recieved some new messages. Probably from my parents, so I clicked on the little folder icon.
There I saw that some MonkeyJewelBoy had commented on one of my comments on Super Junior's video. I clicked the link. It showed my comment which was posted a week ago. And this MonkeyJewelBoy person's comment whcih was posted today. Mine was the usual it was, saying how much I liked them. Arguing with anti fans that they were wrong. And his, I'm guessing, was contradicting mine. So I replied.
"Yes you're right, I don't know them as well as other people but I know for a fact that I'll support whatever they choose to do with their lives after they disband."
I was fuming. How could someone say that I was wrong trying to prove something to an anti when I didn't even know Super Junior? *Sigh* This day was getting worse and worse. I had too much stress for someone who had only been in Korea for a matter of six or so hours, so I rested my head on the hard surface of the desk in my room.
Ding! Someone had just sent me a message. I clicked on the folder again. It turned out that this time this MonkeyJewelBoy had sent a personal message to my email. I'm guessing he got my email from my Youtube account huh? I read it.
"You say you're different from all those other fans, but yet you still end up saying the same thing as all of them. All ELFs would be supportive of what they do after they're disbanding, so you're not so different."
"Oh wow. Wow~" I could not believe that he had just said that to me. I added him on my MSN so I could rant at this.. this MonkyJewelBoy person. He had added me right away and so my yelling at him started.
Fishey logged on. Monkey logged on.
Fishey: Hey what's your problem with me?
Monkey: Who's this?
Fishey: Don't act like you don't know who I am. I'm the person you said wasn't different.
Monkey: Oh, you.
Fishey: Yeah me. So what do you have against me?
Monkey: Nothing, I was just.. not able to hold what I felt inside anymore. All those fans sayng that they know how Super Junior is and how they would support them no matter what, then saying that they're somehow different when they say the exact same thing.
Fishey: Did I ever say I was different?
Monkey: Well.. no
Fishey: Well there you go.
Monkey: Why would you say you would support Super Junior with what they do after they disband eh? What if they did something horrible?
Fishey: I'd still support them.
Monkey: What if they were in jail for something?
Fishey: I'd know they were wronged.
Monkey: See, exactly what I mean. You wouldn't know if they were wronged or not. I'm not saying that I hate Super Junior, I actually love them, but it could be either one. They could have done something horrible and that's why they're in there, or they were wronged. No one, not even the ELFs would know unless they were that person.
Fishey: Yeah, I guess.
Monkey: Well I gotta go. Chat with you next time.
Monkey appears offline
I logged out. That didn't go as I planned for it to go. I got lectured while he was suppose to be the one that got lectured. I let my head fall onto the desk out of defeat. Then I remembered that I had a dinner date with... Eunhyuk and Hyoyeon. I looked at the clock and it was already six thirty.
"Crap!"
I got out of the shower and just put on some clothes, make up, and some hair products so my hair wasn't so out of control. As I looked at myself in the mirror I looked decent. My hair was wavy and frizz free, my graphic t-shirt was pretty big but it was how I liked it, and my black skinnies actually went on okay this time. I gave myself a smile, grabbed my bag, and walked out. As I came to the lobby there was a van outside of the doors. The door of the van opened and out walked Hyoyeon. She was pretty like usual, dressed a bit more formal than me. I looked bland compared to her. Then my eyes averted as Eunhyuk came out of the van too. He was casually dress too. At least now I didn't seem like an idiot.
"Hae!" Hyoyeon was waving to me. I quickly went to her.
"Annoyhaeseyo Hyoyeon sshi, Eunhyuk sshi."
"Didn't I tell you that you didn't need to be so formal with me?" She gave me the sweetest smile, and I gave her a weak one back.
"Hae.." I looked behind Hyoyeon as Eunhyuk spoke the pet name he had given me.
"U-Uh, ye?"
"Oppa! Let's go before the restuarant's full." and Hyoyeon grabbed onto his arm and got in. I followed them and sat in the back by myself, watching them talking to eachother and making faces at eachother.
When we arrived at small humble restuarant it was pretty full already, but we got a good room to eat in. The place looked awfully familiar. Like I've seen it before even though I've never been to South Korea before. The walls were painted red, and plants were placed all around but not excessively. The air smelt of soft lavendar, and vanilla.
"Ahh~ This takes me back to those times. We did a segment of EHB here."
"Oppa, wasn't this where they made you and Ryeowookie cry to collect tears?"
Eunhyuk chuckled. "Yeah."
And then I remembered. I had watched it a while ago but it was still fresh in my memory. Eunhyuk had cried for Shindong when he said he was leaving to pursue opportunities that were given to him, and accused them of not caring for him. It had made a deep impression on me when I saw him cry like that for another member. He was such a kind hearted man.
"Hae? Have you seen it?" Hyoyeon suddenly spoke to me as she turned around, still holding onto Eunhyuk's arm.
"Uh. Yeah. I saw it online."
"You didn't see it on TV?"
"No, I'm not from Korea, and I didn't know they showed it in America. Besides. I only got to know Super Junior last year or so."
"Oh. Well at least you saw it right?"
"Yeah." I agreed with her. Why was it so hard for me to hate her? Because she loves Eunhyuk and he loves her, and she's your favorite.
We sat down to eat. Both of them sat on the same side of the table with me sitting across from Hyoyeon. I didn't have an appetite as I watched them feed eachother, smiling, and giggling. Eunhyuk let out one of his shy giggles when she fed him. Thump thump I could feel my heart aching from watching them.
"Donghae? Lee Donghae?" I looked up at who was calling my name. Eunhyuk and Hyoyeon just looked at me, and all three of us looked at the doorway. Standing there was Jaebeom. Park Jaebeom. "Oh. Eunhyuk, Hyoyeon sshi. You guys are here too?"
No one answered him, and then I finally got up as reality hit me, and went over to him.
"You're here eating too?"
"Yeah. I miss this place so much. Ha."
"Eat with us." I looked back at Hyoyeon and Eunhyuk. They both were smiling. Though this time I didn't know if the both of them were smiling to be polite or they were happy to see him. "Hyoyeon sshi, would it be alright if he ate with us?"
"Of course it'd be alright. Jaebeommie. I missed you." and with that he came into the room and sat down next to me.
I listened as the three of them caught up with eachother again. I felt so out of the loop. They were all big stars here. Well two of them were, one wasn't anymore, and I was just a normal girl who came to Korea to meet the person sitting diagonally across from me. I was happy they got to catch up with eachother as I saw the smiles on their faces.
After we were done eating all four of us waited outside of the restuarant as the car pulled around. Jaebeom was just waiting for us to go before he left too.
"Hae..."
I looked up at who was talking to me and it was Eunhyuk. As I was about to answer to car came around and Hyoyeon interrupted.
"Oppa, lets go and take Hae home."
I felt my heart jump once and fall. It just kept falling and falling. Not knowing where to stop or how to stop even.
"Uh, Donghae and I were talking before, and I'll be taking her home tonight." Jaebeom spoke up.
"Oh, okay then. See you guys some other time. Hae I'll text you later." She gave me a smile and got into the van. Eunhyuk followed her, but before he got in, he gave me a small smile that indicated he was sorry for not being able to say what he wanted to say to me all day. And then they drove away.
"You are really an interesting person Donghae." I looked at Jaebeom.
"What? Ha. Yeah sure."
"I'm serious. I saw the look in your eyes when Hyoyeon interrupted you. And the look in your eyes when we were eating and they were feeding eachother constantly."
I just shrugged.
"It's no big deal really Jaebeom sshi. They're a couple. I'm supportive of them."
"If you're so supportive then don't feel like you're heart is breaking everytime you see them together."
My eyes enlarged by twice it's size. How did he know I felt that way? We were practically strangers. Strangers who helped on another at the airport, and strangers who knew little about the other when eating together. But then again, I was strangers with Hyoyeon and Eunhyuk too. Even if I'd like to think otherwise about Eunhyuk. I was still a stranger.
"I don't feel like my heart is breaking everytime I see them together." I didn't look at him when I said this. Too afraid of what I'd see when I looked at him.
"Don't lie to yourself."
"I'm not."
"Fine I guess you're not different then huh? I'll take you home." He seemed upset by my answers. But why? Why was he even upset in the first place? It's not like it had anything to do with him in the first place.
I thanked him after he dropped me off at the hotel. I still didn't look at him when I said it though. I was too afraid of what he'd say to me. To afraid of how he looked. If he was mad or not.
"Donghae-ah."
"Yeah?" I turned around and finally saw his face. He was smiling.
"Goodnight."
I smiled.
"Goodnight Jaebeom sshi." and I went inside the hotel.
The first thing I did when I entered my room was turn on my laptop. I changed into my dinosaur pajamas, and came back into the room. I logged onto my MSN and Monkey was on again. Come to think of it, I never really got his name.
Monkey has sent you a message
Monkey: Hey
Fishey: Hi, were you on this whole time?
Monkey: No silly, I just got on a couple minutes ago.
Fishey: Oh, I see.
There was an awkward pause where neither of us talked.
Fishey: I finally agree with you.
Monkey: What? Are you in the wrong convo?
Fishey: No. Ha. Today a friend of mine told me that I wasn't different from the other fans of Super Junior.
Monkey: Why is that?
Fishey: He told me I was interesting because of the way I looked at Eunhyuk everytime I saw him, and everytime I saw him with Hyoyeon, his girlfriend, because it seemed like my heart was breaking everytime I saw them together. And when I said I didn't feel that way and was supportive of them, he told me I wasn't any different.
Monkey: Oh. I see
Fishey: Yeah, sorry. I just had to tell someone.
Monkey: It's fine.
There was another awkward pause where we didn't talk to eachother, and I was watching the screen for him to say something to me.
Monkey: Well, I have to get some sleep so talk to you later.
Fishey: K.
Monkey: Goodnight.
Fishey: 'Night.
Monkey appears to be offline.
I could feel my heart thumping. Why was it like this from a goodnight? How could my heart rate be this high from a simple goodnight from a total stranger online? Wasn't my heart suppose to only act this way with Eunhyuk? I didn't know anymore and turned off my computer.
"Hopefully tomorrow is a better day." I yawned, got under the covers, closed my eyes, and feel asleep thinking of having the luck of meeting Eunhyuk again.
A/N: Sorry for the late update. School was being overbearing, and I just couldn't collect the thoughts into my head. Haha. :) Thanks for reading.
Genre: Romance, Drama
Pairing: Eunhyuk[guy], Donghae[girl]
Rating: PG13
Summary:"You are really an interesting person Donghae." I looked at Jaebeom.
"What? Ha. Yeah sure."
"I'm serious. I saw the look in your eyes when Hyoyeon interrupted you. And the look in your eyes when we were eating and they were feeding eachother constantly."
I just shrugged.
"It's no big deal really Jaebeom sshi. They're a couple. I'm supportive of them."
"If you're so supportive then don't feel like you're heart is breaking everytime you see them together."
Spot for grace_uni
"Yoboseyo?"
"Yoboseyo? Donghae-ah?"
"Yes? Hyoyeon sshi?"
"Yeap it's me. I was just calling to see if you're busy at seven tonight for dinner. Are you? 'Cause if you aren't then I'd like for you to join Hyukkie opppa and I tonight."
My heart broke into a million pieces. If it meant that this was the only way I was going to get to be close with Eunhyukkie I didn't want it. I didn't want to be the third wheel there, watch them feed eachother, watch them make lovey dovey eyes with eachother, watch them together period. But how could I turn down Hyoyeon who thought nothing more of my feelings for Eunhyuk as a childish crush, nothing more. But it was more, she just didn't know it.
"Uh.."
"Oh please Hae. I like you a lot and I want to eat out with you at least once."
Once. It was going to be once, things weren't going to be that bad right? Right.
"Okay, ummm.. but I don't know the roads of Korea yet so I wouldn't know how to get to you and... and Eunhyuk sshi."
It felt like poison on my tongue when I said their names together.
"Oh! That's okay. We'll come pick you up. Which hotel are you staying at?"
"Umm. I'm staying at the Rainbow Hotel in Seoul."
"Okay. We'll pick you up at seven."
"Thanks."
"No problem. I can't wait. Bye!~"
"Bye.."
I flopped down on my bed in frustration. Why did I just agree to go out to dinner with them and watch them? Was I stupid or what?
"Aish!"
After spending another five minutes laying on the bed I decided to go on my laptop. The one my parents bought for me before I came to Korea so I could stay in touch with them online if my phone ever gets lost or something happened to it. As I logged on I could see that I had recieved some new messages. Probably from my parents, so I clicked on the little folder icon.
There I saw that some MonkeyJewelBoy had commented on one of my comments on Super Junior's video. I clicked the link. It showed my comment which was posted a week ago. And this MonkeyJewelBoy person's comment whcih was posted today. Mine was the usual it was, saying how much I liked them. Arguing with anti fans that they were wrong. And his, I'm guessing, was contradicting mine. So I replied.
"Yes you're right, I don't know them as well as other people but I know for a fact that I'll support whatever they choose to do with their lives after they disband."
I was fuming. How could someone say that I was wrong trying to prove something to an anti when I didn't even know Super Junior? *Sigh* This day was getting worse and worse. I had too much stress for someone who had only been in Korea for a matter of six or so hours, so I rested my head on the hard surface of the desk in my room.
Ding! Someone had just sent me a message. I clicked on the folder again. It turned out that this time this MonkeyJewelBoy had sent a personal message to my email. I'm guessing he got my email from my Youtube account huh? I read it.
"You say you're different from all those other fans, but yet you still end up saying the same thing as all of them. All ELFs would be supportive of what they do after they're disbanding, so you're not so different."
"Oh wow. Wow~" I could not believe that he had just said that to me. I added him on my MSN so I could rant at this.. this MonkyJewelBoy person. He had added me right away and so my yelling at him started.
Fishey logged on. Monkey logged on.
Fishey: Hey what's your problem with me?
Monkey: Who's this?
Fishey: Don't act like you don't know who I am. I'm the person you said wasn't different.
Monkey: Oh, you.
Fishey: Yeah me. So what do you have against me?
Monkey: Nothing, I was just.. not able to hold what I felt inside anymore. All those fans sayng that they know how Super Junior is and how they would support them no matter what, then saying that they're somehow different when they say the exact same thing.
Fishey: Did I ever say I was different?
Monkey: Well.. no
Fishey: Well there you go.
Monkey: Why would you say you would support Super Junior with what they do after they disband eh? What if they did something horrible?
Fishey: I'd still support them.
Monkey: What if they were in jail for something?
Fishey: I'd know they were wronged.
Monkey: See, exactly what I mean. You wouldn't know if they were wronged or not. I'm not saying that I hate Super Junior, I actually love them, but it could be either one. They could have done something horrible and that's why they're in there, or they were wronged. No one, not even the ELFs would know unless they were that person.
Fishey: Yeah, I guess.
Monkey: Well I gotta go. Chat with you next time.
Monkey appears offline
I logged out. That didn't go as I planned for it to go. I got lectured while he was suppose to be the one that got lectured. I let my head fall onto the desk out of defeat. Then I remembered that I had a dinner date with... Eunhyuk and Hyoyeon. I looked at the clock and it was already six thirty.
"Crap!"
I got out of the shower and just put on some clothes, make up, and some hair products so my hair wasn't so out of control. As I looked at myself in the mirror I looked decent. My hair was wavy and frizz free, my graphic t-shirt was pretty big but it was how I liked it, and my black skinnies actually went on okay this time. I gave myself a smile, grabbed my bag, and walked out. As I came to the lobby there was a van outside of the doors. The door of the van opened and out walked Hyoyeon. She was pretty like usual, dressed a bit more formal than me. I looked bland compared to her. Then my eyes averted as Eunhyuk came out of the van too. He was casually dress too. At least now I didn't seem like an idiot.
"Hae!" Hyoyeon was waving to me. I quickly went to her.
"Annoyhaeseyo Hyoyeon sshi, Eunhyuk sshi."
"Didn't I tell you that you didn't need to be so formal with me?" She gave me the sweetest smile, and I gave her a weak one back.
"Hae.." I looked behind Hyoyeon as Eunhyuk spoke the pet name he had given me.
"U-Uh, ye?"
"Oppa! Let's go before the restuarant's full." and Hyoyeon grabbed onto his arm and got in. I followed them and sat in the back by myself, watching them talking to eachother and making faces at eachother.
When we arrived at small humble restuarant it was pretty full already, but we got a good room to eat in. The place looked awfully familiar. Like I've seen it before even though I've never been to South Korea before. The walls were painted red, and plants were placed all around but not excessively. The air smelt of soft lavendar, and vanilla.
"Ahh~ This takes me back to those times. We did a segment of EHB here."
"Oppa, wasn't this where they made you and Ryeowookie cry to collect tears?"
Eunhyuk chuckled. "Yeah."
And then I remembered. I had watched it a while ago but it was still fresh in my memory. Eunhyuk had cried for Shindong when he said he was leaving to pursue opportunities that were given to him, and accused them of not caring for him. It had made a deep impression on me when I saw him cry like that for another member. He was such a kind hearted man.
"Hae? Have you seen it?" Hyoyeon suddenly spoke to me as she turned around, still holding onto Eunhyuk's arm.
"Uh. Yeah. I saw it online."
"You didn't see it on TV?"
"No, I'm not from Korea, and I didn't know they showed it in America. Besides. I only got to know Super Junior last year or so."
"Oh. Well at least you saw it right?"
"Yeah." I agreed with her. Why was it so hard for me to hate her? Because she loves Eunhyuk and he loves her, and she's your favorite.
We sat down to eat. Both of them sat on the same side of the table with me sitting across from Hyoyeon. I didn't have an appetite as I watched them feed eachother, smiling, and giggling. Eunhyuk let out one of his shy giggles when she fed him. Thump thump I could feel my heart aching from watching them.
"Donghae? Lee Donghae?" I looked up at who was calling my name. Eunhyuk and Hyoyeon just looked at me, and all three of us looked at the doorway. Standing there was Jaebeom. Park Jaebeom. "Oh. Eunhyuk, Hyoyeon sshi. You guys are here too?"
No one answered him, and then I finally got up as reality hit me, and went over to him.
"You're here eating too?"
"Yeah. I miss this place so much. Ha."
"Eat with us." I looked back at Hyoyeon and Eunhyuk. They both were smiling. Though this time I didn't know if the both of them were smiling to be polite or they were happy to see him. "Hyoyeon sshi, would it be alright if he ate with us?"
"Of course it'd be alright. Jaebeommie. I missed you." and with that he came into the room and sat down next to me.
I listened as the three of them caught up with eachother again. I felt so out of the loop. They were all big stars here. Well two of them were, one wasn't anymore, and I was just a normal girl who came to Korea to meet the person sitting diagonally across from me. I was happy they got to catch up with eachother as I saw the smiles on their faces.
After we were done eating all four of us waited outside of the restuarant as the car pulled around. Jaebeom was just waiting for us to go before he left too.
"Hae..."
I looked up at who was talking to me and it was Eunhyuk. As I was about to answer to car came around and Hyoyeon interrupted.
"Oppa, lets go and take Hae home."
I felt my heart jump once and fall. It just kept falling and falling. Not knowing where to stop or how to stop even.
"Uh, Donghae and I were talking before, and I'll be taking her home tonight." Jaebeom spoke up.
"Oh, okay then. See you guys some other time. Hae I'll text you later." She gave me a smile and got into the van. Eunhyuk followed her, but before he got in, he gave me a small smile that indicated he was sorry for not being able to say what he wanted to say to me all day. And then they drove away.
"You are really an interesting person Donghae." I looked at Jaebeom.
"What? Ha. Yeah sure."
"I'm serious. I saw the look in your eyes when Hyoyeon interrupted you. And the look in your eyes when we were eating and they were feeding eachother constantly."
I just shrugged.
"It's no big deal really Jaebeom sshi. They're a couple. I'm supportive of them."
"If you're so supportive then don't feel like you're heart is breaking everytime you see them together."
My eyes enlarged by twice it's size. How did he know I felt that way? We were practically strangers. Strangers who helped on another at the airport, and strangers who knew little about the other when eating together. But then again, I was strangers with Hyoyeon and Eunhyuk too. Even if I'd like to think otherwise about Eunhyuk. I was still a stranger.
"I don't feel like my heart is breaking everytime I see them together." I didn't look at him when I said this. Too afraid of what I'd see when I looked at him.
"Don't lie to yourself."
"I'm not."
"Fine I guess you're not different then huh? I'll take you home." He seemed upset by my answers. But why? Why was he even upset in the first place? It's not like it had anything to do with him in the first place.
I thanked him after he dropped me off at the hotel. I still didn't look at him when I said it though. I was too afraid of what he'd say to me. To afraid of how he looked. If he was mad or not.
"Donghae-ah."
"Yeah?" I turned around and finally saw his face. He was smiling.
"Goodnight."
I smiled.
"Goodnight Jaebeom sshi." and I went inside the hotel.
The first thing I did when I entered my room was turn on my laptop. I changed into my dinosaur pajamas, and came back into the room. I logged onto my MSN and Monkey was on again. Come to think of it, I never really got his name.
Monkey has sent you a message
Monkey: Hey
Fishey: Hi, were you on this whole time?
Monkey: No silly, I just got on a couple minutes ago.
Fishey: Oh, I see.
There was an awkward pause where neither of us talked.
Fishey: I finally agree with you.
Monkey: What? Are you in the wrong convo?
Fishey: No. Ha. Today a friend of mine told me that I wasn't different from the other fans of Super Junior.
Monkey: Why is that?
Fishey: He told me I was interesting because of the way I looked at Eunhyuk everytime I saw him, and everytime I saw him with Hyoyeon, his girlfriend, because it seemed like my heart was breaking everytime I saw them together. And when I said I didn't feel that way and was supportive of them, he told me I wasn't any different.
Monkey: Oh. I see
Fishey: Yeah, sorry. I just had to tell someone.
Monkey: It's fine.
There was another awkward pause where we didn't talk to eachother, and I was watching the screen for him to say something to me.
Monkey: Well, I have to get some sleep so talk to you later.
Fishey: K.
Monkey: Goodnight.
Fishey: 'Night.
Monkey appears to be offline.
I could feel my heart thumping. Why was it like this from a goodnight? How could my heart rate be this high from a simple goodnight from a total stranger online? Wasn't my heart suppose to only act this way with Eunhyuk? I didn't know anymore and turned off my computer.
"Hopefully tomorrow is a better day." I yawned, got under the covers, closed my eyes, and feel asleep thinking of having the luck of meeting Eunhyuk again.
A/N: Sorry for the late update. School was being overbearing, and I just couldn't collect the thoughts into my head. Haha. :) Thanks for reading.