An ELF's Love Pt 3
Title: An ELF's Love Pt 3
Genre: Romance
Pairing: Eunhyuk[guy], Donghae[girl]
Rating: PG13
Summary: I didn't realize it had gone quiet since there were too many things going through my head. To many feelings going through my body. But as soon as I felt the quietness I knew who had spoken to me. This was deja vu all over again.
"The guy that I bumped into was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy that I couldn't stop drooling over was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy who's beauty I had doubted was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy that talked to me was LEE EUNHYUK?"
I couldn't believe it. All these years of waiting to meet him. Of having so much pain and happiness because of him. Of overworking my dear computer because of him. This was finally the day I got to see him face to face. And he didn't look any different.
"Umm.. excuse me?" came a voice. I didn't even see the person infront of me. I didn't even realize it went quiet. And so I blinked to come back to reality.
When I came to it, the person in front of me gave me a fright. My heart rate started to go up. I wasn't sure if it was because of fear of what he was going to say to me, fear of what the fans would do to me afterwards, happiness because I was finally able to meet him, or anxiousness at how far apart we were at that moment, and that wasn't really that far.
"Uhh..y-yeah." I stuttered. I must have looked like a fool infront of him.
"About before.."
"Oh! No need to say sorry, it was completely my fault. Don't apologize to me." I spat out not waiting for him to finish what he was saying. I mentally slapped myself for being so rude to him. *Sigh*
"Uh.. okay I guess. Well I have to go so see you..." he looked away from me disconnecting our eye contact, thinking of what to say next. I knew we weren't going to meet again, and he did too, and I knew he was just trying to get a nice way of saying 'bye' for good. "...whenever we meet again." and then he flashed me a smile. Not the gummy one that I adored so much, but the other one, although it was quite geniune, it wasn't the one I wanted. The one I longed for. It wasn't the warm loving one, but the one he gave to be polite. I felt a little pain in my chest. Like someone had just pulled out a piece of it, threw it to the floor and stomped on it like it was nothing. Even if I knew he was going to say what he said, I was still hopeful. And when I heard those words, I could feel my smile falter. I was sure no one could see it, but I could most definitely feel it.
"Uh.. ye." I could also hear the disapointment in my voice too.
And like that I was left not being able to be faced again with his existence.
As the mob of glaring fangirls left when he left I sighed a deep sigh. This confrontation had taken a lot out of me and I hadn't even been here in South Korea for a matter of thirty minutes. Besides that, I was going to get hate on online. I just know it. Netizens can be quite scary sometimes, and loving at others, and I was pretty sure I was going to get the bad end of it.
As he walked away in the distance I looked at him once again. No wonder I had fallen completely in love with him. He had that certain air about him. That charasmatic aura. He was too stunning to be real. Even if it was his back he was still beautiful. More than I had expected him to be, not that I didn't think he wasn't beautiful to begin with. Then I looked back to the meeting we had just before. How I saw that prominant sharp jawline, how his skin was even better than mine, how his lips were shaped when he talked. And as I glanced once again at him, I saw his walk. It was exactly how I had seen it online, graceful, yet it had a bit of swagger to it.
"Euhh huhhh.." I let out an exasperated sigh. This was going to be a long trip, since I had already met the person I came here to meet. Plus, I was going to be faced with a lot of trash-talking online from all his beloved fans. Netizens can be quite scary at times and very loving at other times. And no doubt was I going to get the bad end of this whole thing.
"Donghae.. Fighting!" I said to myself to reasure my self-esteem.
I grabbed my bags and started walking towards the crowded exit. As I got outside the airport I noticed a lot of things. There were tons of cars, and buses, and people walking and running here and there. I didn't even know where to even go since it all seemed like a sea of people and automoblies, and no road to get out of here.
"Are you lost?" came a velvety voice from behind me.
"Huh?" I turned around and was faced with a handsome guy. He too was wearing a hat and sunglasses like he was trying to hide who he was. "Uh.. yeah. Can you help me? I don't know how to get out from here."
He gave a deep chuckle like it was the stupidest question anyone could ever ask.
"The exit is that way." he pointed as a bus moved out of the view and I saw gates. I hit myself on the forehead for being so oblivious to it.
"Thanks." I gave a smile to the incredibly good-looking stranger, and he gave me a smile. It wasn't an unhappy one, but I felt as though it wasn't a warm one either, but it wasn't a polite one either. I sensed something wrong with it. The smile was vaguely familiar. His smile curved up at the ends of his mouth, no teeth showing. It seemed like he was forcing himself to smile, like something inside him was hurting. Then I noticed his high cheek bone structure, and I took a better look at his sunglasses trying to see his eyes. I saw faint outlines of his sharp rain-drop like eyes. And it hit me as I noticed his hair. He hadn't changed it. It was still the same as before. It was still a mohawk, but the sides grew a bit. It was.. it was..
"Park Jae..beom..?"
He looked at me and his smile vanished.
"...Yeah?"
Tears were trying to escape my eyes. Even if I didn't know him as well as I did Eunhyuk, even if I didn't love him as much as Eunhyuk, I still had feelings for him. Like a normal fan. I couldn't believe that he was standing right in front of me. The man that JYP had said wasn't coming back to Korea was standing right in front of me. He was helping me get out of this airport, was talking to me. I had an urge to go up to him, hug him, and tell him that everything was alright. But I decided against it. He'd think I was some kind of weird fan. Well no, all fans would hug their idols, but it just didn't feel right to do it.
"W-what are you doing here? I.. I thought that JYP said you weren't coming back to 2PM or Korea?"
"Well, I just wanted to visit one last time. Can't I visit the place that had taught me so much? That had given me so much experiences and friends?"
"Yes of course! I wasn't saying you couldn't." and he let out a small chuckle.
"Well I should get going. Lots of places to see, lots of things to do."
"O-oh of course! Sorry." I bowed to him.
And like that the cherished leader of 2PM walked away from me. I hesitated.
"Jaebeom-sshi!"
He turned around.
"Hope you have a good time! Fighting!" I had felt the need to say that to him. It was the least I could do, being a fan of 2PM, giving him encouragement if I couldn't help in other ways.
"Thank you...uhhh.."
"Donghae! Lee Donghae!"
"Yeah. Thank you Lee Donghae."
He gave me one last smile, this time it was the one I had missed from him. The wide grin showing all his beautifully straight white teeth and went on his way. I stared at his back. The way his broad shoulders were. The way his small hips were. The way he walked. I was going to miss him so much. Everything concerning 2PM was going to remind me of the days of Jaebeom. The days he was in there, and everyone was happy. Everyone was smiling and laughing, and no one was hurting. And as I turned away I felt as though there were more important things in life then to meet my stars, even if I didn't want to admit it.
After I got to the hotel, and unpacked, I went out to site see. Even though I was here finally, there wasn't anything in particular I wanted to see. I mean yes, of course I wanted to see all the tourist sites and all, but after meeting the one person who gave me motivation to come here, I just didn't have it in me anymore. Even though I felt this way I still went.
Right as I was leaving the mall I hear a bunch of girls screaming.
"This again?" *Sigh*
I didn't want to see who it was this time, but apparently my body wasn't listening to my mind and was walking towards all the commotion.
The scene I saw in front of me wasn't a pretty one. Well it was, but it wasn't one that I wanted to see. He had changed his clothes from before. His arm was around her shoulders, and her arm was wrapped around his waist. He was smiling. Not his gummy one, not the polite one, but the one in between. He was happy, she was happy, everyone else was happy for them, but seeing this in person was more than I could take. I started to walk away. Maybe I was the only one unhappy for them. But was it so wrong to feel that way?
"Um..."
I didn't realize it had gone quiet since there were too many things going through my head. To many feelings going through my body. But as soon as I felt the quietness I knew who had spoken to me. This was deja vu all over again.
My heart felt like it was beating at 100 miles per second when I felt his presence behind me. The hair on my skin raised. I slowly turned around. When I saw his face, my heart about stopped. He was smiling. Why? And I started to smile to. No matter how crappy I felt whenever, seeing him like this was good enough to make me smile.
"Sorry, I didn't get your name before."
"Donghae. Lee Donghae." my voice came out smaller than I would've liked.
"Donghae huh? Well Hae," my heart stopped, "we did meet again." He laughed like it was the funniest thing ever.
"Uh, yeah.." Did he just give me a nickname? No one had ever given me a nickname other than my friends.
At this time his girlfriend came up next to him. Holding onto his arm. I have to say, she was even prettier in person. I couldn't help but give myself a quick self-check, mentally. I was too average compared to her.
"Oppa, who's this?" her voice. How could I not have known who she was until this very moment. Because you were too busy focusing all your attention on Eunhyuk from the vid. Because you didn't actually want to know who she was. It would've hurt even more then.
"Hyoyeonnie, this is Hae. The girl I told you about this morning, and Hae, this is Hyoyeon, my girlfriend. I'm pretty sure you know her."
"Y-Ye. Annyonghaseyo." and I did know her.
"Annyong~ Please don't use formal language with me. If you're friends with Hyukkie oppa, then we're friends too." She gave me a huge grin. She liked me and she didn't even know me. And now that I had actually seen Eunhyuk's girlfriend I couldn't dislike her. Why was it that she was the one he had been dating? Why was it Hyoyeon, my favorite SNSD member?
"Um.. okay." I couldn't think of anything to say to her.
Then my eyes averted to the crowd around us. They were quiet. Some of their eyes showing hatred towards me for being there, for knowing Hyoyeon, especially for knowing Eunhyuk. But that wasn't my fault was it? It was an accident. 'I met them by accident' the voice inside my head was screaming it out loud. I didn't want people to hate me. And some eyes were hopeful. Hoping they'd be as lucky as me. 'You don't want to be me though.' I wanted to say. Because being me at this moment, at this time, at this place was going to cost you more than you're pride, but you're heart too. I could feel the pressure of being here the instant I looked back into Eunhyuk's eyes. I saw his eyes searching for something from me. Confusion was washed upon his face.
"Um... I-I have to go now." I was about to turn around when a small feminime hand clasped around my wrist.
"Wait. Can I have your number so maybe us three can go out to eat later tonight?"
Hyoyeon. Hyoyeon was killing me even though she didn't know it. To her I just seemed like every other fan. Infatuated with Eunhyuk, wanting to be with Eunhyuk. Yes. I agree with that, but something inside me told me it was something more. Not something like obsession, or infatuation, but something like love. Maybe not love, but close to it.
"Donghae-sshi?"
"Oh. Uh, yeah sure. No problem." my voice cracked.
I gave her my number, and she gave me hers.
"Thanks Donghae-sshi."
"No problem." I gave them a smile. "I'm going to go now then."
"I'll text you later to see what's happening tonight. Okay?"
"Okay. Bye." I didn't mean to sound mad, or rude, or anything. I just couldn't help the jealousy that was over taking my body second by second, minute by minute.
And as I left I could hear them start talking to one another again. I felt happy and sad at the same time. How can something this wonderful happen to me, but all its doing to me is ripping me apart? I wasn't looking forward to tonight. Not at all. Even if Eunhyuk was going to be there, he was going to be there with Hyoyeon, his girlfriend. They were probably going to be all lovey dovey together. I didn't want to picture that.
A/N: Sorry it took a while to update. I was kind of stuck on how to continue it. Jaebeom was added in there because I don't know... the news finally hit me about him not being in 2PM anymore and I felt really down, and yeah.. haha. But hopefully you still enjoyed this.
Genre: Romance
Pairing: Eunhyuk[guy], Donghae[girl]
Rating: PG13
Summary: I didn't realize it had gone quiet since there were too many things going through my head. To many feelings going through my body. But as soon as I felt the quietness I knew who had spoken to me. This was deja vu all over again.
"The guy that I bumped into was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy that I couldn't stop drooling over was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy who's beauty I had doubted was Lee Eunhyuk? The guy that talked to me was LEE EUNHYUK?"
I couldn't believe it. All these years of waiting to meet him. Of having so much pain and happiness because of him. Of overworking my dear computer because of him. This was finally the day I got to see him face to face. And he didn't look any different.
"Umm.. excuse me?" came a voice. I didn't even see the person infront of me. I didn't even realize it went quiet. And so I blinked to come back to reality.
When I came to it, the person in front of me gave me a fright. My heart rate started to go up. I wasn't sure if it was because of fear of what he was going to say to me, fear of what the fans would do to me afterwards, happiness because I was finally able to meet him, or anxiousness at how far apart we were at that moment, and that wasn't really that far.
"Uhh..y-yeah." I stuttered. I must have looked like a fool infront of him.
"About before.."
"Oh! No need to say sorry, it was completely my fault. Don't apologize to me." I spat out not waiting for him to finish what he was saying. I mentally slapped myself for being so rude to him. *Sigh*
"Uh.. okay I guess. Well I have to go so see you..." he looked away from me disconnecting our eye contact, thinking of what to say next. I knew we weren't going to meet again, and he did too, and I knew he was just trying to get a nice way of saying 'bye' for good. "...whenever we meet again." and then he flashed me a smile. Not the gummy one that I adored so much, but the other one, although it was quite geniune, it wasn't the one I wanted. The one I longed for. It wasn't the warm loving one, but the one he gave to be polite. I felt a little pain in my chest. Like someone had just pulled out a piece of it, threw it to the floor and stomped on it like it was nothing. Even if I knew he was going to say what he said, I was still hopeful. And when I heard those words, I could feel my smile falter. I was sure no one could see it, but I could most definitely feel it.
"Uh.. ye." I could also hear the disapointment in my voice too.
And like that I was left not being able to be faced again with his existence.
As the mob of glaring fangirls left when he left I sighed a deep sigh. This confrontation had taken a lot out of me and I hadn't even been here in South Korea for a matter of thirty minutes. Besides that, I was going to get hate on online. I just know it. Netizens can be quite scary sometimes, and loving at others, and I was pretty sure I was going to get the bad end of it.
As he walked away in the distance I looked at him once again. No wonder I had fallen completely in love with him. He had that certain air about him. That charasmatic aura. He was too stunning to be real. Even if it was his back he was still beautiful. More than I had expected him to be, not that I didn't think he wasn't beautiful to begin with. Then I looked back to the meeting we had just before. How I saw that prominant sharp jawline, how his skin was even better than mine, how his lips were shaped when he talked. And as I glanced once again at him, I saw his walk. It was exactly how I had seen it online, graceful, yet it had a bit of swagger to it.
"Euhh huhhh.." I let out an exasperated sigh. This was going to be a long trip, since I had already met the person I came here to meet. Plus, I was going to be faced with a lot of trash-talking online from all his beloved fans. Netizens can be quite scary at times and very loving at other times. And no doubt was I going to get the bad end of this whole thing.
"Donghae.. Fighting!" I said to myself to reasure my self-esteem.
I grabbed my bags and started walking towards the crowded exit. As I got outside the airport I noticed a lot of things. There were tons of cars, and buses, and people walking and running here and there. I didn't even know where to even go since it all seemed like a sea of people and automoblies, and no road to get out of here.
"Are you lost?" came a velvety voice from behind me.
"Huh?" I turned around and was faced with a handsome guy. He too was wearing a hat and sunglasses like he was trying to hide who he was. "Uh.. yeah. Can you help me? I don't know how to get out from here."
He gave a deep chuckle like it was the stupidest question anyone could ever ask.
"The exit is that way." he pointed as a bus moved out of the view and I saw gates. I hit myself on the forehead for being so oblivious to it.
"Thanks." I gave a smile to the incredibly good-looking stranger, and he gave me a smile. It wasn't an unhappy one, but I felt as though it wasn't a warm one either, but it wasn't a polite one either. I sensed something wrong with it. The smile was vaguely familiar. His smile curved up at the ends of his mouth, no teeth showing. It seemed like he was forcing himself to smile, like something inside him was hurting. Then I noticed his high cheek bone structure, and I took a better look at his sunglasses trying to see his eyes. I saw faint outlines of his sharp rain-drop like eyes. And it hit me as I noticed his hair. He hadn't changed it. It was still the same as before. It was still a mohawk, but the sides grew a bit. It was.. it was..
"Park Jae..beom..?"
He looked at me and his smile vanished.
"...Yeah?"
Tears were trying to escape my eyes. Even if I didn't know him as well as I did Eunhyuk, even if I didn't love him as much as Eunhyuk, I still had feelings for him. Like a normal fan. I couldn't believe that he was standing right in front of me. The man that JYP had said wasn't coming back to Korea was standing right in front of me. He was helping me get out of this airport, was talking to me. I had an urge to go up to him, hug him, and tell him that everything was alright. But I decided against it. He'd think I was some kind of weird fan. Well no, all fans would hug their idols, but it just didn't feel right to do it.
"W-what are you doing here? I.. I thought that JYP said you weren't coming back to 2PM or Korea?"
"Well, I just wanted to visit one last time. Can't I visit the place that had taught me so much? That had given me so much experiences and friends?"
"Yes of course! I wasn't saying you couldn't." and he let out a small chuckle.
"Well I should get going. Lots of places to see, lots of things to do."
"O-oh of course! Sorry." I bowed to him.
And like that the cherished leader of 2PM walked away from me. I hesitated.
"Jaebeom-sshi!"
He turned around.
"Hope you have a good time! Fighting!" I had felt the need to say that to him. It was the least I could do, being a fan of 2PM, giving him encouragement if I couldn't help in other ways.
"Thank you...uhhh.."
"Donghae! Lee Donghae!"
"Yeah. Thank you Lee Donghae."
He gave me one last smile, this time it was the one I had missed from him. The wide grin showing all his beautifully straight white teeth and went on his way. I stared at his back. The way his broad shoulders were. The way his small hips were. The way he walked. I was going to miss him so much. Everything concerning 2PM was going to remind me of the days of Jaebeom. The days he was in there, and everyone was happy. Everyone was smiling and laughing, and no one was hurting. And as I turned away I felt as though there were more important things in life then to meet my stars, even if I didn't want to admit it.
After I got to the hotel, and unpacked, I went out to site see. Even though I was here finally, there wasn't anything in particular I wanted to see. I mean yes, of course I wanted to see all the tourist sites and all, but after meeting the one person who gave me motivation to come here, I just didn't have it in me anymore. Even though I felt this way I still went.
Right as I was leaving the mall I hear a bunch of girls screaming.
"This again?" *Sigh*
I didn't want to see who it was this time, but apparently my body wasn't listening to my mind and was walking towards all the commotion.
The scene I saw in front of me wasn't a pretty one. Well it was, but it wasn't one that I wanted to see. He had changed his clothes from before. His arm was around her shoulders, and her arm was wrapped around his waist. He was smiling. Not his gummy one, not the polite one, but the one in between. He was happy, she was happy, everyone else was happy for them, but seeing this in person was more than I could take. I started to walk away. Maybe I was the only one unhappy for them. But was it so wrong to feel that way?
"Um..."
I didn't realize it had gone quiet since there were too many things going through my head. To many feelings going through my body. But as soon as I felt the quietness I knew who had spoken to me. This was deja vu all over again.
My heart felt like it was beating at 100 miles per second when I felt his presence behind me. The hair on my skin raised. I slowly turned around. When I saw his face, my heart about stopped. He was smiling. Why? And I started to smile to. No matter how crappy I felt whenever, seeing him like this was good enough to make me smile.
"Sorry, I didn't get your name before."
"Donghae. Lee Donghae." my voice came out smaller than I would've liked.
"Donghae huh? Well Hae," my heart stopped, "we did meet again." He laughed like it was the funniest thing ever.
"Uh, yeah.." Did he just give me a nickname? No one had ever given me a nickname other than my friends.
At this time his girlfriend came up next to him. Holding onto his arm. I have to say, she was even prettier in person. I couldn't help but give myself a quick self-check, mentally. I was too average compared to her.
"Oppa, who's this?" her voice. How could I not have known who she was until this very moment. Because you were too busy focusing all your attention on Eunhyuk from the vid. Because you didn't actually want to know who she was. It would've hurt even more then.
"Hyoyeonnie, this is Hae. The girl I told you about this morning, and Hae, this is Hyoyeon, my girlfriend. I'm pretty sure you know her."
"Y-Ye. Annyonghaseyo." and I did know her.
"Annyong~ Please don't use formal language with me. If you're friends with Hyukkie oppa, then we're friends too." She gave me a huge grin. She liked me and she didn't even know me. And now that I had actually seen Eunhyuk's girlfriend I couldn't dislike her. Why was it that she was the one he had been dating? Why was it Hyoyeon, my favorite SNSD member?
"Um.. okay." I couldn't think of anything to say to her.
Then my eyes averted to the crowd around us. They were quiet. Some of their eyes showing hatred towards me for being there, for knowing Hyoyeon, especially for knowing Eunhyuk. But that wasn't my fault was it? It was an accident. 'I met them by accident' the voice inside my head was screaming it out loud. I didn't want people to hate me. And some eyes were hopeful. Hoping they'd be as lucky as me. 'You don't want to be me though.' I wanted to say. Because being me at this moment, at this time, at this place was going to cost you more than you're pride, but you're heart too. I could feel the pressure of being here the instant I looked back into Eunhyuk's eyes. I saw his eyes searching for something from me. Confusion was washed upon his face.
"Um... I-I have to go now." I was about to turn around when a small feminime hand clasped around my wrist.
"Wait. Can I have your number so maybe us three can go out to eat later tonight?"
Hyoyeon. Hyoyeon was killing me even though she didn't know it. To her I just seemed like every other fan. Infatuated with Eunhyuk, wanting to be with Eunhyuk. Yes. I agree with that, but something inside me told me it was something more. Not something like obsession, or infatuation, but something like love. Maybe not love, but close to it.
"Donghae-sshi?"
"Oh. Uh, yeah sure. No problem." my voice cracked.
I gave her my number, and she gave me hers.
"Thanks Donghae-sshi."
"No problem." I gave them a smile. "I'm going to go now then."
"I'll text you later to see what's happening tonight. Okay?"
"Okay. Bye." I didn't mean to sound mad, or rude, or anything. I just couldn't help the jealousy that was over taking my body second by second, minute by minute.
And as I left I could hear them start talking to one another again. I felt happy and sad at the same time. How can something this wonderful happen to me, but all its doing to me is ripping me apart? I wasn't looking forward to tonight. Not at all. Even if Eunhyuk was going to be there, he was going to be there with Hyoyeon, his girlfriend. They were probably going to be all lovey dovey together. I didn't want to picture that.
A/N: Sorry it took a while to update. I was kind of stuck on how to continue it. Jaebeom was added in there because I don't know... the news finally hit me about him not being in 2PM anymore and I felt really down, and yeah.. haha. But hopefully you still enjoyed this.