sick sick sick
I am so sick of looking at cars and looking for jobs and just... everything.
this is ridiculous. i've put in so many applications, called on so many cars, and everything i find falls through the gutter.
i want to get started on my life now, but its like.. there's a big fucking wall in front of me with no rope to climb over it.
i want to move out. seriously.
its time, i think, to get started on my life. now if only i can get a job and find a car. you know.. no one ever told me that those two things would be so damn difficult.
i don't want to go back to school. i hate having to be a second year senior, but i guess its okay because i only go from 10:30-3, monday through wedsnday, then i have a four day weekend to hunt for jobs and cars, and then its back to school all over again.
man, where's the "easy" button that you see on commercials?
oh btw
yesterday i made peirogies and chicken parmesan, homemade, from scratch, all by my self.
john's a lucky man to have a girlfriend who knows how to cook and is willing to do so.
btw again
i got my feet tattooed on tuesday, over a week ago. its awesome. i have two on my feet and one on my back hell yeah..
4 pairs of earlobe piercings, 1 conch, 1 tragus, 1 rook, 3 helix..cartiledge thingies, 1 inverse navel, 1 nose piercing... use to have tongue, lip, labret and two standard diagonal navel piercings, which i think after i get over this stupid tear on my inverse, i'm going to go have them done again at Straight To The Point, down in portland.
this is ridiculous. i've put in so many applications, called on so many cars, and everything i find falls through the gutter.
i want to get started on my life now, but its like.. there's a big fucking wall in front of me with no rope to climb over it.
i want to move out. seriously.
its time, i think, to get started on my life. now if only i can get a job and find a car. you know.. no one ever told me that those two things would be so damn difficult.
i don't want to go back to school. i hate having to be a second year senior, but i guess its okay because i only go from 10:30-3, monday through wedsnday, then i have a four day weekend to hunt for jobs and cars, and then its back to school all over again.
man, where's the "easy" button that you see on commercials?
oh btw
yesterday i made peirogies and chicken parmesan, homemade, from scratch, all by my self.
john's a lucky man to have a girlfriend who knows how to cook and is willing to do so.
btw again
i got my feet tattooed on tuesday, over a week ago. its awesome. i have two on my feet and one on my back hell yeah..
4 pairs of earlobe piercings, 1 conch, 1 tragus, 1 rook, 3 helix..cartiledge thingies, 1 inverse navel, 1 nose piercing... use to have tongue, lip, labret and two standard diagonal navel piercings, which i think after i get over this stupid tear on my inverse, i'm going to go have them done again at Straight To The Point, down in portland.