>> is there something wrong?

May 15, 2003 10:05


Yesterday I had the *biggest* pain in my left eye & it was watering like crazy, & I was of course, the one who was driving Meg & Tabs around everywhere. It was not fun at all. I don't totally like being with the two of them together. Yes, they are two of my favorite people, but I feel completely left out when it's the three of us. When it's either Meg & I or Tabs & I things are just wonderful. But when it's the three of us, they are the pair. It sucks big time. I'm sure I'll get over it.

I'm feeling a little dizzy right now.. it's a little scary.

Prom, 8 days. I still need make-up & jewelry.
I can't wait to be in Kyle's arms. I'm so very pathetic.

People are really annoying. I'm talking about all of us. Like, even me.

I can't wait to graduate. Things in this school are just so horribly repetitive everyday, it's like a routine. Sure, everyday of your life you're going to have some sort of routine, but high school is the absolute worst. With the annoying mechanical bell sounds to move you from class to class, even your favorite teacher blowing up at your 2oo+ chorus class everyday. I really think he needs to retire, he's been workin' here for about 2oish years now.. & every year he's crazier. I just can't wait to spend the next four years with *brand new* people, not the same ones I've been stuck with for the past 13years. You know what I'm sayin'? That's why I'm horribly glad I met Tabs only soph year. & became bestest with Meg frosh year, though I'd known her forever before then.. Oh, Stace & I were close back in the day.. things changed.. & now she's one of the bestests again. I think that if I'd known them forever & were best friends with them forever.. I'd be sick of them too. That wouldn't be healthy.

Speakin' of healthy, I really need to work on that..
I'm way over average weight for people my age.

I'm startin' to think that I like LJ much better than DJ or TOD.
Though I'm not going to lie, I love the people at TOD, I just.. like this more.

My eye.. still hurts. & I feel like.. I just wanna go home.

I'm goin' to be a half orphan today. Right now, 4th period, there is no one else in the state of Connecticut in my immediate family, except for my Grandmother {the evilness of her.} in the nursing home in Shelton. Mom's in Ohio for Aunt B's retirement party & Dad's in Tenn for biznas. So, I'll be an orphan til about.. 8pm tonight. Maybe I'll have people come over to my house, or maybe.. I'll clean my room. I think it's time to start throwing my collection of things.. loads of crxp away. HAHA. :o)

I feel like there's so much I have to say. But what? & how?

I'm drinkin' vanilla coke. By a computer. I'm so terribly bored.

& it's only period 4. I still have to sit through forever of chorus. & then German. & then finally the last period of the day, & luckily it's an open period. YAY! But then I'll be here til 3ish workin' on the Lit Mag. I have to write like an Introish thing from the Chief Editor, which I am. I like bein' in charge, though, I'm sick of Nick trying to take control. I wish people would have respect for me. Or something.

Yeah, we finally got the schedule for the rest of my senior year.
I'll add it in here later on, like tonight.

Punchline tomorrow! Hell YEAH!

Let's see.. get me out of here?
I'm sick of this..

<3
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