Give us clean hands, give us pure hearts, let us not lift our souls to another........
Tonight was the TNT Back to School Bash/Youth Lounge.In the beginning, we started out with the game table tournaments. i entered into the Air Hockey tournament. i did pretty good. i got 3rd...cuz Joey messed me up..lol. I screwed up my knee even further and im limping on it now, by kneeling on this one couch and a piece of wood jabbed me hard!!!! ouch..so yeah, anyways, after the tournaments(they werent completely over yet) and all, we went downstairs for worship. Let me tell you,i dont know about anyone else who was there tonight, but the worship REALLY touched me and got to me. I seriously feel like God hsa taken the blindfold off of me and i have been enlightened to a new path, one that looks promising. Too much lately, i have been walking around blindly, focusing on myslef only and a lot less on others and reality. I felt God there tonight, like he was embracing me. I was literally shaking throughout the worship. i seriously knew He was there. I feel like God took everything that was in and on my mind and he wiped it all away, like a dry erase board and now i have a clean slate. I know that He has a purpose for me and i have decided that i am going to be in this for the battle. Im not going to let up or give up anymore. I WANT to win others to Christ and i WANT to witness to all who will hear, every chance i get. all throughout the worship, i felt like dropping to my knees in tears and praying to God, thanking Him for being so patient with me. I have screwed up so much and i know i deserve to go to hell. But God took care of me and showed me the way out of the blinding darkness. I got all of this out of the worship tonight. It sparked so much emotion in me. Suddenly, i have words for a new poem i am writing. For a whole month, i had writers block, i had nothing, no inspiration to write about. But suddenly i do. The poem is called.. :Opened Eyes:..i dont know when it will be done, but it will and when it is, i will post it in here and in my poetry site...allpoetry.com/poets/NotWhatYouSee88
so after church and all,me, drew, laura, and these two new people-Tiffany and Ryan talked. Mike told us to talk in the parking lot, cuz he had to take jeremy home and didnt want the church to be liable if anything happened. so we all talked and everything. drew left and it was just me, tiffany, ryan and laura. we talked until 1040 and then me and laura finally left. i got home and got yelled at (blahblahblahblah) for getting home so late. my knee is killing me!!!...well. tomorrow, me, laura, tiffany and ryan might do something together. we arent sure yet. but, im gonna get going for now. God bless!!
so after church and all,me, drew, laura, and these two new people-Tiffany and Ryan talked. Mike told us to talk in the parking lot, cuz he had to take jeremy home and didnt want the church to be liable if anything happened. so we all talked and everything. drew left and it was just me, tiffany, ryan and laura. we talked until 1040 and then me and laura finally left. i got home and got yelled at (blahblahblahblah) for getting home so late. my knee is killing me!!!...well. tomorrow, me, laura, tiffany and ryan might do something together. we arent sure yet. but, im gonna get going for now. God bless!!