Sep 23, 2009 13:27
Well, happy birthday livejournal. You are ten years old. I have been writing in you for ... over 8 years now. Damn. That is a long ass time! I feel like you are a child of mine.
Pretty cool about the paid advertising stuff. Good call on Livejournal's part too, makes me actually want to pay for my account. If I had more followers, I would totally do it.
Ugh! But that god I don't. What a rut I am back into.
Maybe we should just throw in the towel. I feel we are back to being on each other's case, and things are more difficult than easy. Chalk it up to fate. A new job in a new city. Leave me alone. I could easily block him from my list of contacts and pretend like hte demise never happened. Just sit and idealize like I idealize Aaron.
Boo.
I am sad. I am going to stop writing. I hate how sadness makes me lazy. I have so much to accomplish, and now no drive to do it.
Screw you!