Guns dont kill people, dangerous minorities do...
I feel strange..alot on my mind. I getthe feeling something bad is going to happen..not globally. Socially strange. Im afraid it will happen again to me..ill get hurt then i will shut down again. I will not want to let anyone get close to me again. Damn i hate this feeling. She's pissing me off...and so is work. I get pissed at the kids, and tell them off during a program...i ignore them, and i hardly even talk to them when they are nice to me. oh well...i cant wait to move on.
Last night i had intese prayer for salvation..Its in Gods hands, no longer mine. I feel disconnected with her right now. And i dont like it. i told my self not to worry and told myself to trust her, but i am not....this is nt that great.
And what do you know we are arguing now.....uhhh man i dont want this. I fell asleep at work for 2 hours on the break room couch. No one was in the building so it was alright haha. I put my head down for a sec at 620pm and woke up 815pm....that was nice. Then i finished cleaning and left.
On the way to my car i thought i saw homeless men in the woods...scared the shit outta me. I was all like..i dont have food....but no one was there. Im dumb
Im attracted to Shama at work..wow shes beautiful...this year at work i was going to ask her on a date, but alot of things changed..and she has a boyfriend. But she is one of the coolest girls i know..we get along so well...Shes funny, and we had fun yesterday at a program. She was just so cute..every now and then i catch her staring at me...with those pretty eyes. HA!
I dont know what to do with my hair, im just letting it grow and grow..im pretty content with it now. looks good and all. I shaved my beard the other day..wow i look strange..the beard almost looked natural..like I've had it my whole life. Its odd without it. Now i gotta get up earlier every morning to shave. That should be fun....or not.....Ahhhh well this night sucked. Im going...its good to get feeling out..hopefully no one read this.ha!
Last night i had intese prayer for salvation..Its in Gods hands, no longer mine. I feel disconnected with her right now. And i dont like it. i told my self not to worry and told myself to trust her, but i am not....this is nt that great.
And what do you know we are arguing now.....uhhh man i dont want this. I fell asleep at work for 2 hours on the break room couch. No one was in the building so it was alright haha. I put my head down for a sec at 620pm and woke up 815pm....that was nice. Then i finished cleaning and left.
On the way to my car i thought i saw homeless men in the woods...scared the shit outta me. I was all like..i dont have food....but no one was there. Im dumb
Im attracted to Shama at work..wow shes beautiful...this year at work i was going to ask her on a date, but alot of things changed..and she has a boyfriend. But she is one of the coolest girls i know..we get along so well...Shes funny, and we had fun yesterday at a program. She was just so cute..every now and then i catch her staring at me...with those pretty eyes. HA!
I dont know what to do with my hair, im just letting it grow and grow..im pretty content with it now. looks good and all. I shaved my beard the other day..wow i look strange..the beard almost looked natural..like I've had it my whole life. Its odd without it. Now i gotta get up earlier every morning to shave. That should be fun....or not.....Ahhhh well this night sucked. Im going...its good to get feeling out..hopefully no one read this.ha!