AS IF!!!!
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 62%
Antisocial |||||||||||||| 58%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||||||| 62%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||||| 74% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
Ok well yeah we all saw the paranoid part coming, but come on?! Just because I like things in place and I'm uncomfortable being around people I don't trust what so ever, it doesn't mean I HAVE A DISORDER! Plz.. if I had a disorder I would so totally know about it. Besides I'm not narcisstic, I barely ask much of William. I just ask for a hug and kiss thats all. The rest is on his own. Its just a stupid diagram made up from someone who has way too much time on their hands. OK... now this one under is more accurate of me.
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Advanced Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 74% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 81% Type 3 Ambition |||||||||||||||||| 80% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 78% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 58% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 78% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 54% Type 8 Hostility |||||||||||||||||| 71% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 50% Your Conscious-Surface type is 2w3
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 3w2 Take Free Advanced Enneagram Personality Test
Alrighty mighty mice... I guess this is enough about these wierd personality tests. But the sad thing is.. I can't help but to think that these quizzes might be semi-accurate. I mean.. yeah I'm paranoid to the extreme, because I always think someone is out to get me and try to kill me*I know its psycho to think that, but after listening to the news and reading the newspapers lately and my juvenile justice class I can't help but to think that I am next.* I bet none of the people who have been victims of crimes even thought that there was a chance they would be a ed, it just snuck up on them. I dunno... and I wish they had a self conscious column on there... but maybe it goes with paranoid. I love attention, yet I fear rejection and judgement. Like I am so freaked out to be seen with certain people or looking a certain way or talking to some people.. I know it sounds self centered but its like I have these unrealistic expectations and standards to live up to... that I can't disappoint people and if thats who I am.. then I guess I don't want to be anything lower. I'm supposed to be that self-confident chica who walks up straight, great posture... straight hair, well figured body, fashionably "IN" and "IN" socially. I'm also the chica who will.. talk to people lower than her who seem to be lonely and rejected from society. I do my good deeds and I figure maybe it'll somehow balance me out since I am so distorted in other ways. I dunno... I can't even bring myself to talk to people who I wish I still associated with. It's sad when I encounter magnificent people in my life.. and they may let me down really bad.. but then I tend to forgive after at least a month.. I really want to fix whatever relationship we had with each other. Sometimes I feel that people are just here to come in and out of my life and drive me wild because they just won't stay put and stay there.. and let me try to find someway to interact with them. They won't even answer my e-mails or my stares. Yeah, I must be the number one best actress in the world, at least lately it seems like that. You'd think this facade of contentness would have shattered by now. I don't feel sorry for myself because somewhere in all this tangled mess, its my fault somehow. But yeah... I just really needed to get that out. Hope I didn't take up too much of your time.
Love to all,
I am that sponge.. that keeps getting water poured all over it.. one right after another.. and it keeps sopping through.. without me having time to ring out even a little bit!