Don't ya love rollercoster rides...??
I don't believe in god. I lost my belief yrs ago and I find it hard to believe in anything, or any one these days.
I feel like I'm all alone in the world... theirs no one out there like me, who thinks like me, dreams like me, wants what I want or could make me happy. I'm feeling confused about which direction to go in next. As fast as I fix one problem in my life an new one comes.
I can't seem to make it right and I have no one I can really talk to about it. I just want to be ok. I want people to like me. I want to find a guy to look up to, to walk beside, to follow me when I have a good Idea...
I just want a job that I like, where I feel comfortable, where I make enough to do more then survive.
...I just want a few friends who are not 10yrs younger then me, who don't do lots of drugs every weekend, who can hold decent conversations, etc.
I just need to stop typing, drink my coffee, and do something, ANYTHING today productive! ...to get out of the mental funk I'm under.
I feel like I'm all alone in the world... theirs no one out there like me, who thinks like me, dreams like me, wants what I want or could make me happy. I'm feeling confused about which direction to go in next. As fast as I fix one problem in my life an new one comes.
I can't seem to make it right and I have no one I can really talk to about it. I just want to be ok. I want people to like me. I want to find a guy to look up to, to walk beside, to follow me when I have a good Idea...
I just want a job that I like, where I feel comfortable, where I make enough to do more then survive.
...I just want a few friends who are not 10yrs younger then me, who don't do lots of drugs every weekend, who can hold decent conversations, etc.
I just need to stop typing, drink my coffee, and do something, ANYTHING today productive! ...to get out of the mental funk I'm under.