what the fuck.

[raverintraining]

out of a possible 20 people coming over my house, 5 people came. i spent a fucking week getting ready for this. fucking bullshit. i spent 30 out of my own pocket getting ready for this, and eric's dad paid for 60 in food. we just barely reached enough to pay him back for the PPV.

i am so fucking mad.

a fucking week.