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I have headaches every time I come home from work. I don't know if it's a stress thing or a sinus thing or a brain tumor thing. But it's annoying. And my jaw still hurts from getting hit in the face a few weeks ago. That's crazy. I feel crazy. I don't feel like I'm me right now, if that makes sense to anyone. I go through this sometimes, but it's been a while and I thought it was over. My self esteem is way low. OH YEAH and yesterday, at work right before I got ready to leave, I got all dizzy like I was drunk for like an hour. At first it was cool but my vision started messing up and I wanted it to go away. I have NO IDEA why that happened. Brain tumor. It's getting bigger as I speak. Type. Whatever. I've also been doing this thing where I read the obituaries every day and check on the ages of people. I usually find two to three young people a week, in their twenties. It's sad, but at the same time comforting because the majority of them are way older people that have lived full lives. I've been obsessed with death for years. Scared but intrigued. I don't know. I want to go on some haunted tours that are going on next month in this county and the next. I should be leading them.
When I build my house, I want a huge stone fireplace with big fluffy armchairs surrounding it.
My cat just shit and it smells so I'm leaving this room.
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When I build my house, I want a huge stone fireplace with big fluffy armchairs surrounding it.
My cat just shit and it smells so I'm leaving this room.
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