Again and Again...
I feel stupid for saying No to Ray when he asked me back out. He's doing everything he did to me before. Thurs day was ruined by my father. I didn't see him. Friday Ray lied and said he would call because I am kinda worried about his friend Amanda. Plus today I was supose to go surfing with Ray, Loughran, Justin,and Amanda. Ray was supose to ask Harvey if he would take me home before they all went camping tonight and then call and tell me what was going on. Well...He lied about that too. Everything is going back to the way it was. Ray will give me a stupid excuse why he couldn't call and I'll be mad then he'll get upset and not call me for along time and torture me more. I'm so tired if trying to be happy. I'm giving up if Ray comes back to me i'll say yes but if he lies to me alot am gonna be hurt even more.