The Last Three Days...
Monday- Ray and I got in a big fight because he had bailed on me all weekend. I was kinda disappointed that he went to Prom without me but Friday he came and got his Van key and I told him to go. I didn't want him being mad at me for him not being able to go. Anyway, we straightened out a few things and we talked in the hall in 1st per. I cried and I knew he wanted to. After we fought, he held me and told me that he did love me and we kissed. The rest of the day was good. Tuesday-In first period Ray was huging on me. I was so happy. We gave each other little kisses but nothing really bad. We watched movies in 1st per. At lunch I had an early dismissal from school and I went with Jeana and Rachel to pick up the New Stabbing Westward CD!!! I love it. It was so fun because we were being....shhh...lesbians!(just a little joke between us)But we ate at the Athens Cafe in orange park sinse we had gone to Best Buy. Then we went to 5-points. We went in Rainbows and Stars and there was this really old and really gay guy that orked there. He was nice. All the people taht were outside the Starlite Cafe were lokking at us funny cause Jeana held my had and Rachel said "Fine" and walked away. We were all laughing as me and Jeana hurried after her. Wedsday- Today is Wedsday. I had a great day. Ray was really nice and great all morning and afternoon. Mrs.Bunker was a bitch as usual. And everyone, I think, had a pretty good day. Micheal wasn't at school. But I have news. Rays asked me back out today. I turned him down. He still has to prove to me that I can at least trust him alittle. He's gonna give me a week to think it over because I think that is a reasonable amout of time to think about "us". I really do care about him,but I don'y know if I trust him yet. Tomarrrow he is supose to spent the day with me. That will be the first test. Amanda, Ray's best girl-friend, wants to be friends with me. Its weird because I thought she hated me cause of the way she acted at Ray's B-day party a while ago. Well from what I have heard from Ray, she is a pretty good person. I'm gonna kick Justin's ass for reasons I cannot record at his time. (Maybe soon) Maybe Monday Ray, Amanda and I could go see a movie together.