Mar 04, 2008 15:12
I feel bad about what I did to you.
I'm sorry.
I jumped on you like some ravenous animal and begged like a slut.
I feel like I fell beneath my level of progress.
I'm sorry.
I haven't behaved like that with anyone else.
Thank you for being so responsible.
I feel really awful.
Hmmm.... has Sarah reached a point in her life where she feels remorse about her sexual drive?
Does she feel negatively toward the "good Ho" (author of "The Good Ho Rule Book") label she's carried all of these years?
What kind of person will she become if she locks out sex altogether?
Would she finally one day connect sex with Love?
Will she view sex as a sacred act?
Will she become an INTROVERT!
It'll be interesting, I'm not fighting the change.
I mean the part that gets me is that I didn't even reach to kiss you.
That symbolizes to me, lack of emotion replaced by lust.
My focus is to rise above that; to maybe give more gravity to my relationships, not just to prowl.
(and to find other ways to express myself)
Stay tuned to the ever changing emotionally molding SARAH-THE END OF AN EROTIC ERA.