Dec 24, 2005 10:41
...how do you tell the man you're in love with that you dont want to share your life with him AND his bottle of rum?
the xmas letter to Meme was a big hit... It was said that I even "saved Christmas" ... O.O.. wow.. That whole side of my family is at odds with each other over some stupid shit my cousin pulled (ya know.. the cousin under the illusion that the sun rises and sets on her ass). Meme called and said that the letter made her cry and that it meant a lot to her. I told Mama that it's not like I "saved Christmas" for the entire family... just one person... I dont deserve a medal for one gratuitous letter in 20 years. But... I dunno.. made me feel kinda good.
I feel like a lotta people are leaning on me to cheer them up this holiday season. Why the hell me??? lol.. I'm screwing on my happy face just like everybody else. lol.
I'll post more later. Incessant ramblings were bangin on the door... had to get it out.
...i need a nap...where are those sleeping pills? oO ...