Aug 22, 2008 20:48
So we had the talk much tonight, and it was how he and me we talked when we were first to date yes but we do not talk on AIM but it still is much nice to speak to him in any way. He was much sweet and he listen to me when I tell him of how I feel and of my fear and how I love him so. He is so quiet and he do not say he love me now but I hope it can come with time yes. We have baby we much both love and there was time when he and me we were the marry couple and happy. I tell him I know why he leave me and I have learn much lesson by to watch how other woman do what I do even when I warn them it is bad thing and will make him leave yes. He has been hurt much by his friend and they do not understand how much he has the pain now yes. I tell him I know for I know how it is for friend who say they trust turn away and how you call it backstab me when I am friend for them.
Time it will tell how this work out. I am careful woman not to push. I am content to just talk to him and listen when he feel he can tell me something. I know he is in much thought and he has decision many to make and I will be for him if he need me. I was wrong to give up hope like counsellor tell me to do. Just when I give up, he is back with me and I am much happy woman. I will enjoy this for it might not last but I will do what I can to make it long as it can be yes.
I say to other woman now if they read. Back off for you have you chance and you throw it much away. Now it is mine and I will fight way Spanish woman fight to keep what once was now mine again yes.
I like song I hear on radio. It go you ain't woman enough to take my man. haha I much like it. I love my man and I want to love him for now and for all time yes. I can not still believe it is not dream I am to have now.