Sep 26, 2010 15:37
i am remembering.
it may be the most dangerous facet of my personality, really.
that urge to find something bigger. more complex. more incomprehensible.
it may be why i am so drawn to lovecraft, the dark tower, and all those other things.
sometimes, i wonder how long it will take before i find something truly mind-shattering.
i have been playing with fire.
and a sick part of me cannot wait to be burned.
bad thoughts,
help me,
time to medicate myself into oblivion,
come find me,
madness,
slendy,
thoughts on the devil,
fear,
headnoize