So it comes to this...
There are so many things going on... but how is that unordinary?
I think i have to find a new roommate- WTF?
I have volunteered to testify in my god brothers court case- and there really is nothing more i can do to save him...He is facing three years in Prison
My boyfriend is leaving so very soon...i have to gather enough thoughts and memories in the next few days do last me a year. Can i really do this, or am i going to be doing him wrong by asking him to come back to me? I am going to be taking him from his family ,and any new friends he makes (because i am sure he will make many). What will i do if he finds someone new? What if i just think he has? Do i have any right to ask for this?
I am suffering from the past, but who the hell wants to hear about all that? Everyone i know and love had to suffer along with me, what right do i have to cry about how damaged i have let myself become?
I guess i needed to vent, cuz when i started to write it was just gonna be short and bitter. But i guess i am just fooling myself that i am ok. I woke up in a great mood and believe it or not i am still smiling. I think i am just very very VERY insecure. (SHHHH!!!Don't tell anyone i am human)I am scared of who i have become and what i am lacking. But then again...Who isn't???
I think i have to find a new roommate- WTF?
I have volunteered to testify in my god brothers court case- and there really is nothing more i can do to save him...He is facing three years in Prison
My boyfriend is leaving so very soon...i have to gather enough thoughts and memories in the next few days do last me a year. Can i really do this, or am i going to be doing him wrong by asking him to come back to me? I am going to be taking him from his family ,and any new friends he makes (because i am sure he will make many). What will i do if he finds someone new? What if i just think he has? Do i have any right to ask for this?
I am suffering from the past, but who the hell wants to hear about all that? Everyone i know and love had to suffer along with me, what right do i have to cry about how damaged i have let myself become?
I guess i needed to vent, cuz when i started to write it was just gonna be short and bitter. But i guess i am just fooling myself that i am ok. I woke up in a great mood and believe it or not i am still smiling. I think i am just very very VERY insecure. (SHHHH!!!Don't tell anyone i am human)I am scared of who i have become and what i am lacking. But then again...Who isn't???