Life Is What Happens While You're Busy Making Other Plans

May 17, 2009 15:06

I've written this entry multiple times in my head, and I've written it in a private entry, but I haven't been able to write it for the general public yet. It's difficult...mainly cause I don't know how to write it.

Life never quite works out the way you plan. I ended things with SteelersBoy a few weeks ago. 3 weeks ago today to be precise. The distance proved to be too much for me. It sucks. There's no question about it. It's the right decision for me for now - I just hope that it's the right decision for me in the future.

In the meantime, I'm throwing myself into work, homework, friends, and the gym. My workout Sunday was one of the best I've had the past year - but that's partially because I haven't gone to the gym regularly this year. I bought clothes and jewelry that are quite different from "normal" me. And then I wore them out on the town. I'm hanging out with friends and traveling to see old friends and trying to make new friends.

I know that I'll get through this eventually. But for now, I'm ignoring it. That's how I handle things. I ignore them.

steelersboy

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