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So yeah...I guess theres bullshit going on between britt and jen thru myspace. I personally think britt shouldnt've said anything but if I would've read her blog entries...like i just did...I wouldve said something too. because Im sorry florida is full of whores....not michigan. She started the sex in my basement. the orgys...shes touched just about everybody and their boyfriends and shes calling us whores, cunts, and sluts...when shes slept with over oh I dont know well over 40 guys( she even had a list...heh heh) and has had an abortion (or more...who really knows...) I dont feel like getting in the middle but Jen sounds like an ass to anyone who truley knows her....and the only reason she thinks guys are cooler than girls up here is cause they all used her as a piece of ass....she chated on pinky countless times with will and barry and god knows who else but whatever...thats all for brittany...thats their fight....I just see it as their own personal choices made and their bashing each other for it. Jen crossed the line tho...all I can say...is I CANT WAIT FOR HER TO COME BACK cause im sorry...its her shit thats gonna get fucked....not us....sighs...sorry...(ps this is me not getting involved as much as possible...I cant help but to say something but theres so much more I can say to where I just bite my tongue...so think what you want)
Anyways on to my own shit....been working my ass off at a crappy ass job trying to pay rent and cable and electric bills...and I realize...wow...i have no money for myself...aint life a bitch...im working to pretty much keep a roof over my head...i get paid bi weekly and at 600 a month for rent...and I only get like 300 a check...RRRRR i hate the business world...it was so much easier when I didnt have to worry about this shit...FUCKING growing up sucks...
Im finally clean...no more pills...its been a couple months now...no vikes...no morphine...no nothing...not even e....Im just a pothead whos cutting down but doubled in smoking cigarettes...I smoke more at work than at home...cause working 2-10 and tim whoretons...you get like an hour rush...then random drive thrus and storefronts... by 8 its pretty much dead...but working there is different than working anywhere else apparently...according to everyone else....AND I HATE ST CLAIR SHORES WITH A PASSION fucking old people i swear have multpiled in st clair shores...geez...
other than that...besides for hanging out with my baby when he gets off work...that pretty much my life....besides the occasional fights between him and brittany...or the dumb ones between me and him...hes a leo so duh a course were gonna fight....but we manage to get along and finally reach an understanding...either that or we just dont talk to each other for a LONG period of time because IM annoying him so I need to shut up or he'll leave...which he dont do as much anymore...because I dont do as dumb a things as I used too...and we've learned to work things out better than we have been.
Right now moms bitching to go...so hell...better skidaddle...<---that is so not a word and i makesme sound like a damn redneck.
but later days errrrryone...
4 Words (to choke upon)
Betrayed one more time,
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Pull it out from my back,
Soon I'm the one that's on attack,
Can't wait to return the favour
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look (look!) at... me... now!
Betrayed one more time,
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Pull it out from my back,
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
Can't wait to return the favour
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look! (Look!)
At, me... now!
[Guitar solo]
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
Four words to choke upon!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look! (Look!)
At, me... NOW!
TO RYAN: (if you havent checked the comment I left on your journal and if you ever magically see this)dont be sorry. it all worked out for the best...for the both of us...last I checked you were happy with corey. Im happy with Terry...I may regret some things but you two are better for each other and I in no way hate you nor think anything negative about you...I still love you man.
Anyways on to my own shit....been working my ass off at a crappy ass job trying to pay rent and cable and electric bills...and I realize...wow...i have no money for myself...aint life a bitch...im working to pretty much keep a roof over my head...i get paid bi weekly and at 600 a month for rent...and I only get like 300 a check...RRRRR i hate the business world...it was so much easier when I didnt have to worry about this shit...FUCKING growing up sucks...
Im finally clean...no more pills...its been a couple months now...no vikes...no morphine...no nothing...not even e....Im just a pothead whos cutting down but doubled in smoking cigarettes...I smoke more at work than at home...cause working 2-10 and tim whoretons...you get like an hour rush...then random drive thrus and storefronts... by 8 its pretty much dead...but working there is different than working anywhere else apparently...according to everyone else....AND I HATE ST CLAIR SHORES WITH A PASSION fucking old people i swear have multpiled in st clair shores...geez...
other than that...besides for hanging out with my baby when he gets off work...that pretty much my life....besides the occasional fights between him and brittany...or the dumb ones between me and him...hes a leo so duh a course were gonna fight....but we manage to get along and finally reach an understanding...either that or we just dont talk to each other for a LONG period of time because IM annoying him so I need to shut up or he'll leave...which he dont do as much anymore...because I dont do as dumb a things as I used too...and we've learned to work things out better than we have been.
Right now moms bitching to go...so hell...better skidaddle...<---that is so not a word and i makesme sound like a damn redneck.
but later days errrrryone...
4 Words (to choke upon)
Betrayed one more time,
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Pull it out from my back,
Soon I'm the one that's on attack,
Can't wait to return the favour
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look (look!) at... me... now!
Betrayed one more time,
But somewhere down that line
You're gonna get what's coming to you
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Pull it out from my back,
Soon I'm the one that's on attack
Can't wait to return the favour
Look at me now,
Look at me now,
Look at me now!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look! (Look!)
At, me... now!
[Guitar solo]
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
Four words to choke upon!
Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be
You think you're above me (You think you're above me!)
But now I'm here to envy
Four words to choke upon!
Look! (Look!)
At, me... NOW!
TO RYAN: (if you havent checked the comment I left on your journal and if you ever magically see this)dont be sorry. it all worked out for the best...for the both of us...last I checked you were happy with corey. Im happy with Terry...I may regret some things but you two are better for each other and I in no way hate you nor think anything negative about you...I still love you man.