? Home Sweet Home ?
Location: Sasebo, Ja
24 days till I leave this ship
~40 days till I'm home in my own apartment
So. It's not like things get easier when you get close to getting out. It's for me anyway getting harder. It's backing up a quote from a former IT on the ship "Each day is the worst day of my Military career." I didn't beleive him at the time but you kinda expect things to get easier when you get to know how things work etc. etc. But for some reason whenever I zig it zigs when I zag it zags. It's like trying to runaway from your shadow. Try and try as much as you like it' will never leave, it's apart of you. Weird. I know 24 days till I can leave the ship. But I don't "Know" that number. It hasn't sunk in deep enough.
In ~40 days my life as I've lived it for the past 4 years will change to that I once knew. But it is not as I knew it before. I have grown, and things have changed. I've been able to come home so few times that each time I do it's like a false life were people bend there schedules while I'm in town. So I've only been able to glimpse at what is behind the show. I will no longer have to power relax. I'll be a friend a friend would like to have. I'll be able to connect with lost friendships, and strengthen the ones I have. I'll be able to cut all of the extra stress from my relationship from being so far away. I will become my very happy and optimistic me I once knew.
~ Klo ~
24 days till I leave this ship
~40 days till I'm home in my own apartment
So. It's not like things get easier when you get close to getting out. It's for me anyway getting harder. It's backing up a quote from a former IT on the ship "Each day is the worst day of my Military career." I didn't beleive him at the time but you kinda expect things to get easier when you get to know how things work etc. etc. But for some reason whenever I zig it zigs when I zag it zags. It's like trying to runaway from your shadow. Try and try as much as you like it' will never leave, it's apart of you. Weird. I know 24 days till I can leave the ship. But I don't "Know" that number. It hasn't sunk in deep enough.
In ~40 days my life as I've lived it for the past 4 years will change to that I once knew. But it is not as I knew it before. I have grown, and things have changed. I've been able to come home so few times that each time I do it's like a false life were people bend there schedules while I'm in town. So I've only been able to glimpse at what is behind the show. I will no longer have to power relax. I'll be a friend a friend would like to have. I'll be able to connect with lost friendships, and strengthen the ones I have. I'll be able to cut all of the extra stress from my relationship from being so far away. I will become my very happy and optimistic me I once knew.
~ Klo ~