With every death there is a new life
4 days ago my new lizard Startfire died. I believe she had been ill when I got her and slowly she starved herself to death. I witnissed this and begged my mom to take her to the vet but she wouldn't she refussed to. So now I only have Speedy. I miss Starfire alot but at least I still have Speedy. Lately I've been wearing alot of black clothes and dark make-up. Guys are noticing this and keep asking me out! One guy in my Biology class asks me out every fuckin day. Since I'm wearing alot of skirts more guys pay attention to me. One guy lifted his shirt up to me. Another whistled at me. Another compliments my clothes and says it looks pretty on me. Another sits next to me every fuckin day in Art even though there are like 20 other fuckin seats. Three guys smile at me when I look at them. I think I'm going to loose my mind. On top of that what'll happen when dances come. They won't leave me alone that's what'll happen. I swear I feel like kicking one of them in the nuts. Dylan(the one who compliments my clothes) is cool. He's nice to talk to so I doubt I'd kick him. Maybe the one who lifted their shirt up to me. Yeah I think I'll go for him. Right now I'm suppose to be in school but like I said I was ill and my headache is coming back god damn it! Oh well.... Joey who is my online boyfriend is nice. Even though he 4 years older than me...... it's great to talk to him in all. I finally got a job for babysitting. 7 dollars an hour. This up coming Tuesday (if I'm better) I'll be babysitting the girl for two hours so I get 14 dollars HELL YEAH! My mom was upset when the lady suggested 5 dollars an hour so I talked to the mother and she rose it up 2 dollars but my mom doesn't know that. Oh well. School is easy for me since all my teachers are nice and don't give out much homework. I got 8 books 2 days ago and already finished 2. All of them are those Alias books based on the hit tv series. I've never seen the show but I love to read the books. But right now my headache is killing me and I feel as though I'm going to pass out. So I'll update later okay. See ya all(if I don't pass out that is) Bye.