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i dont like giving people the power hurt me. whether they know they have it or not. its not worth it to go through all the doubts and things that run through my head at every thing they do and say or dont do or say. as always i over think and sometimes well most times my way of thinking is wrong but every now and then its right and hate it when this happens. normally its stuff thats not that big though i build it up in my head and the only result is that i feel ever more worse then when the thought first crossed my mind. most of the time there is never anything to disprove my thoughts mostly just things to inforce them so eventually i force myself to forget about them for the time being until something else happens and they all come rushing back. with more quetions then answers following not far behind.
im not girlfriend material. so why do i even try?
im not girlfriend material. so why do i even try?