Hello live journal!!

its the end of another year and i feel disappointed. i feel like i should be way different then i was last year or the beginning of this year. not sure why and then again i guess someone never really notices themselves change. but i feel like somethings missing its hard to discribe i guess. i feel like i should ve accomplished more this year ( Read more... )

cooking thanksgiving dinner was awsome. i cooked my turkey upside down lol however it came out so tender and tasty i was proud o myself. i think im gonna keep cooking it that way too it was so good. and playing with the seasonings and what not was so much fun. im definately cooking it at a higher temp next time though it took forever to cook. but ( Read more... )

needs to get laid..lol ugh i didnt think sex was so important to me!! its so stupid i either want/need it all the time or not at all. if its every once in awhile i get frustrated and pissed off. i dont know if the problem is me or that we re both so busy but its getting annoying. so im 0 for 2 i ve been with one person who made me feel like all ( Read more... )

totally got called a skank last night for appyin at a strip club. not cool yo. i did it just to do it. but i guess the ppl i was hanging with don t know me well enough to know i couldnt do that. how sad that i hang out with such losers but hey they buy me drinks and give me money to gamble so i can deal i guess. lol. on that note idk why i gamble i ( Read more... )

ahhhhh!!!! why, why ??? ugh what to do ? what is there to do ? nothing!! she screams and its so sad she could cry

hmm.. school s going well. sn: need to do homework for my test tomorrow ( Read more... )

im just trying to post atleast once a month and today just though "hey i should livejournal it today" so here i be yo ( Read more... )

im tired ... but on the bright side one more month and ill be on the floor at school!! im so excited and scared at the same time! i hope i don t mess up someones hair or nails..im not worried about makeup : )

also im tired of being tired and feeling sick : (

i need mone-ays!! doesnt everyone..sad face

that s all

i cant wait i cant wait i can wa-a-it!!! im going to see my favorite show of cirque du soleil. allegria!!! its so beautiful amd fun and me and lisa are going and ....AH!!!

i wish i had extra money to buy soveniours and stuff but im going to the show and that s good enough!!!