Broken Records on the Shelf

May 30, 2006 23:17

I am not what most people would call "honorable"

I lie, I cheat, sometimes, I even steal.

And I know, beyond any level of certainty, that this is an issue I need to address before I do anything else. But like the lazy fuck that I am, I keep putting it off.

Well, I can't anymore. It's damaging me too much. I'm losing too much to dishonesty. Time to start pushing myself hard. Time to start trying to be a good person.

I don't know how much longer I have left in denver. I have burnt too many bridges to really stay. My credit is shit, my flock of friends has dwindled to a very few, and that number is obviously about to be extinguished.

I just wish I hadn't pissed it all away.

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