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[ratzalin]

Alright.. It's been a while.. I know.. I rant to friends at work about stuff going on in my life, but I never post it here... So, here goes.. At this point in time I'm ??gainfully?? employed.. By Bell's food mart.. We've got a couple of slackers who want to work together when we get a truck, but never advance more than one aisle a day.. On top of

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[simbi_zemzem]

Not too mention that the price of gas is very high, i ride a bike to work because i like to feel the burn and i hate wasting money, especially when no one in this country gets paid fairly. Sounds like you are in a lose lose situation, i;ve been in those, they suck. maybe people at your work are just tired like you are, and aggravated and mad, i'm sure they all are. I've discovered that when you want to make friends, don't act like you want to, i met the most people when i actually was enjoying myself alone. If They see you're enjoying your own private time, you never talk to people, but yet you smile and in a positive mood, they'll wonder why you're so happy without attention and want to snoop in your business get to know you....see if your taking anything or what you do...not being alone like you hate everyone and want to kill them or your depressed but alone like '' i dont care if anyone talks to me cause im happy always'' people like being around other happy people, despitte what mood they're in, when i really didn't care if i talked to people or not they would flock around me, and when i'd try to make friends it didn't work. Same thing as when you break up with someone they pay more attention to you becaues its over or they suddenly act like they care, because you no longer do. I've learned when you approach the universe with the ''fuck it, i don't care, fuck it all'' mood things manifest faster, when you give up the desire it comes. Maybe because we stop letting our pesonality and ego direct things and give it up to our higher selves and then everything manifests..depends on how willing you are to detach from things