Good memory.
I noticed today that I'd forgotten some things lately. I've been a bit foolish. I have been feeling very self-conscious and a little insecure, unsure of myself in general. As if I'd forgotten who I am.
Today, I noticed all of this by means of remembering myself. Not my ego... but my self. I suddenly felt right. Everything is right even if not everything seems good or pleasant. I am exactly as I should be. I am perfect in every sense of the meaning. Nothing really matters... and I remembered that nothing can move forward until the present reality is recognized and embraced.
I felt as if my muscles all had been tensed and suddenly released and relaxed. My energy and thoughts slowed down. I felt at peace. My urges for indulgence subsided. I don't "need" anymore. Everything is in its right place.
I felt ugly for a while the past few weeks. Now I remember that I am beautiful and charming and adorable. Precious and special like everyone and everything else.
Wonderful.
Whatever may be may be. It's just as well. I love this feeling of quiet, slow awareness. I am so peaceful.
Today, I noticed all of this by means of remembering myself. Not my ego... but my self. I suddenly felt right. Everything is right even if not everything seems good or pleasant. I am exactly as I should be. I am perfect in every sense of the meaning. Nothing really matters... and I remembered that nothing can move forward until the present reality is recognized and embraced.
I felt as if my muscles all had been tensed and suddenly released and relaxed. My energy and thoughts slowed down. I felt at peace. My urges for indulgence subsided. I don't "need" anymore. Everything is in its right place.
I felt ugly for a while the past few weeks. Now I remember that I am beautiful and charming and adorable. Precious and special like everyone and everything else.
Wonderful.
Whatever may be may be. It's just as well. I love this feeling of quiet, slow awareness. I am so peaceful.