In brief
1. Holy shit. High of 43 tomorrow. I need my winter coat STAT.
2. Houseguest... still around. Little in love, LOT freaked out. Just want him to leave before I do something rash. We've swapped hoodies, that's already a step in the wrong direction. He's found a plane for Thursday, but I don't know if he booked it yet. And it's not like he didn't have a bus ticket out last Saturday.
3. Parents - leaving at noon today. They have put me in something of an awkward position, money wise, and I'm not really sure what to do. They bought me two pairs of veery expensive shoes, which are beautiful and lovely. Mom has now offered to let me have the cash instead of the shoes. That's a very tough call, cause we're talking about like $500. I could use the money, namely to pay off some credit card debt, but I can also pay off that debt on my own over the next couple months. And the shoes are great.
But... they're also heels. I walk *everywhere.* One pair are these 3 inch heels, and they're comfortable for heels, but after a mile, you start to wish you'd brought sneakers.
I love heels. I do. Gaaargh.
4. Is it possible for feet to *shrink*? Or has anyone noticed sizes in shoes changing slightly in the last couple years?
5. Still haven't seen the last 2 Grey's Anatomies. No free time. Zero.
6. I'm going to the gym today. I officially feel fat again, and god dammit I'm not going to stand for it.
7. Totally panicked over this financial conversation I had with my parents last night, in combination with reading about the state of the dollar on the BBC this morning. Recession is not a good thing when you're living paycheck to paycheck, as I totally am.
8. I'm just a little panicked right now, over about five different things. But they're all things that can be corrected. My finances are not in good shape, but can be fixed in the next couple months with strict eating in. (Lush, corset, bike, Metroid, all unnecessary but wanted.) My weight is off, but more I think dehydration than anything, school/future is terrifying, but eh, and boys make me feel lonely.
I don't like to date because I cannot trust anyone not to leave me. I wish it were different... but it's not. And mine is now a scenario where me being left is a foregone conclusion. So fuck all. I'm going over to Aaron's tonight to eat squash.
2. Houseguest... still around. Little in love, LOT freaked out. Just want him to leave before I do something rash. We've swapped hoodies, that's already a step in the wrong direction. He's found a plane for Thursday, but I don't know if he booked it yet. And it's not like he didn't have a bus ticket out last Saturday.
3. Parents - leaving at noon today. They have put me in something of an awkward position, money wise, and I'm not really sure what to do. They bought me two pairs of veery expensive shoes, which are beautiful and lovely. Mom has now offered to let me have the cash instead of the shoes. That's a very tough call, cause we're talking about like $500. I could use the money, namely to pay off some credit card debt, but I can also pay off that debt on my own over the next couple months. And the shoes are great.
But... they're also heels. I walk *everywhere.* One pair are these 3 inch heels, and they're comfortable for heels, but after a mile, you start to wish you'd brought sneakers.
I love heels. I do. Gaaargh.
4. Is it possible for feet to *shrink*? Or has anyone noticed sizes in shoes changing slightly in the last couple years?
5. Still haven't seen the last 2 Grey's Anatomies. No free time. Zero.
6. I'm going to the gym today. I officially feel fat again, and god dammit I'm not going to stand for it.
7. Totally panicked over this financial conversation I had with my parents last night, in combination with reading about the state of the dollar on the BBC this morning. Recession is not a good thing when you're living paycheck to paycheck, as I totally am.
8. I'm just a little panicked right now, over about five different things. But they're all things that can be corrected. My finances are not in good shape, but can be fixed in the next couple months with strict eating in. (Lush, corset, bike, Metroid, all unnecessary but wanted.) My weight is off, but more I think dehydration than anything, school/future is terrifying, but eh, and boys make me feel lonely.
I don't like to date because I cannot trust anyone not to leave me. I wish it were different... but it's not. And mine is now a scenario where me being left is a foregone conclusion. So fuck all. I'm going over to Aaron's tonight to eat squash.