Why am I doing this to myself
It's been one of those days again.
I don't know what to do about choir anymore because it is depressing and devastating and supremely disappointing but wonderful and amazing and uplifting and so inspiring all at the same time.
Maybe I should quit my other commitments. One of the most painful lessons I've had to learn recently is that I can't do everything.
I don't know what to do but wallow in my sadness and confusion.
I really need to live alone.
But I don't know if I can.
I really need to live alone.