Aloha!
so i'm back, and definitely not going to explain the purpose for me changing my status for lj and changing my url for tumblr. but now everything changed and my problems too. now somehow my problems became lesser and lesser each day. i felt happy for that. now i can finally felt relieved and focus more on my assignments. speaking about my assignments, this term module left with only 4 assignments! i'm so glad but all this 4 are not only just 4 but it really equals to a lot of pressure. because i left with only 7 weeks. so it seems like i have to really fasten myself a bit to finish up my work asap before deadline. first assignment is already a whore. took part in a competition and gladly deadline will be at then end of the november month. competition here and there and i only won once? but that was just in a 5th place? such a waste of time. but oh wells. at least i tried. and now for the second assignment. gosh i almost felt like crying because i have absolutely no idea for what am i suppose to do. it's a 50/50 understanding. yes, it does relate to my course but thing is, visual effects doesn't really what i'm good at. i think imma do more on 2D for this 2nd assignment. to hell with it. really pissed with myself for not cracking up for more ideas. ya researchhhh whatever shiaat. still can't develop any. pffft. plus i haven't even work on my portfolio and demo reel. real shit. this is so cramming! but besides all this cramming and pressuring and all that stuff, i really LOVE my new timetable. heh. for one, my class advisor wont be attending us that much as her father was admitted to the hospital due to heart attack. so every of her lesson was either canceled, or released early by another lecture. tuesday just like friday and friday just like saturday. now i have no more problem with headaches and lack of sleep! no panda eyes.
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anyway, i got my new polaroid! didn't expect to get it early tho. was planning to get it next year? but somehow, i got it already! weeehoo! i'm so very happy hehehe. but the polaroid is new polaroid. maybe i should get the old ones soon. because the new one's film have the same size as the ez-link card! i was planning to have the normal size! damn. have to wait next year maybe. but still, i love my new polaroid! it so addicting! i really love the colours of the outcome films that looks a bit of the pale. lovely! but yeah, using polaroid would cost you a non-stop-paying as you have to pay for the films and the batteries. 13 bucks for 10 films i think? and all 10 films was already used! i must buy more to master it! that thing is sooo much fun. heh.
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i was so delighted after meeting my dear baby just now. even it was just for awhile, i'm very delighted to meet him. the minute i saw him, i giggled a bit. i don't know why. i always do that. don't know what so funny. i hugged him so tightly! i miss him so much because it's been sooo long we have not meet up with each other. meeting baby was the best thing that ever happen in my life. oh yes by the way, baby will be serving the nation on the month of december. and it was before his birthday ='( and i'm still considering when to celebrate his big day. before or after he book out? and baby will be going for POLICE! yeay! my baby is a policeman! heh!
i should really be thankful to God.
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anyway, i got my new polaroid! didn't expect to get it early tho. was planning to get it next year? but somehow, i got it already! weeehoo! i'm so very happy hehehe. but the polaroid is new polaroid. maybe i should get the old ones soon. because the new one's film have the same size as the ez-link card! i was planning to have the normal size! damn. have to wait next year maybe. but still, i love my new polaroid! it so addicting! i really love the colours of the outcome films that looks a bit of the pale. lovely! but yeah, using polaroid would cost you a non-stop-paying as you have to pay for the films and the batteries. 13 bucks for 10 films i think? and all 10 films was already used! i must buy more to master it! that thing is sooo much fun. heh.
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i was so delighted after meeting my dear baby just now. even it was just for awhile, i'm very delighted to meet him. the minute i saw him, i giggled a bit. i don't know why. i always do that. don't know what so funny. i hugged him so tightly! i miss him so much because it's been sooo long we have not meet up with each other. meeting baby was the best thing that ever happen in my life. oh yes by the way, baby will be serving the nation on the month of december. and it was before his birthday ='( and i'm still considering when to celebrate his big day. before or after he book out? and baby will be going for POLICE! yeay! my baby is a policeman! heh!
i should really be thankful to God.