Continuation of the cranky.
So yea. I still hate people because everyone I speak to... every fucking one... cannot go two minutes without saying something negative. And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of everyone being selfish 24/7. There are people in this world besides yourself. Should you choose to enter into an social environment, don't make it all about YOU unless, of course, it is some occasion set around you. A class discussion is not all about you. Refrain from trying to turn it that way. Yea, almost everyone has a personal reaction but they don't share it because IT DOESN'T MATTER. Blah blah blah. Fuck you all, you only care about yourselves. [Of course this doesn't have to do with any of my readership, or very few... It's the people I am around every day, in class and out, that only care about them fucking selves.]
And this VA Tech bs is getting outta hand. Everything is VA Tech this, VA Tech that. Okay. A little over 30 poeple died. Yea, it's sad, and I give my best wishes and support for the families and friends... but come on people! Sage is fucking using their memorial events for PUBLICITY. They don't want you to come for the VA Tech students, they want you to come so that the school looks good when the reporters show up and take pictures of lots of - what are we supposed to be doing? grieving? - students. Fuck that shit. Fuck it. This is like 911 all over again, and everyone knows how much THAT bullshit pissed me off.
Augh. I'm cranky coz I ate too much food today, obviously on my own will, but it was greasy, nasty food like pizza. Well that was coz Jack bought 4 boxes of 24 slice pizza and there are very few girls in our class. I ate 2 slices out of guilt in class and took 3 more for my fridge.
A certain someone is especially pissing me off in how she feels that she is the center of attention, and that everyone needs to bend down and serve her. I ask you for a favor so I am going to scream and belittle you mercilessly for doing it wrong. I bring you a gift of food to seem like some outgoing person, to earn brownie points, and then I get pissed when you want me to throw it out. As I said, I fucking hate people.
I am not jumping into anyone's pity party right now. I'm PMSing, there's one week of classes left (= lotsa rush work), and I generally just don't feel good right now. So KILL.
And I want a fucking milkshake.
And this VA Tech bs is getting outta hand. Everything is VA Tech this, VA Tech that. Okay. A little over 30 poeple died. Yea, it's sad, and I give my best wishes and support for the families and friends... but come on people! Sage is fucking using their memorial events for PUBLICITY. They don't want you to come for the VA Tech students, they want you to come so that the school looks good when the reporters show up and take pictures of lots of - what are we supposed to be doing? grieving? - students. Fuck that shit. Fuck it. This is like 911 all over again, and everyone knows how much THAT bullshit pissed me off.
Augh. I'm cranky coz I ate too much food today, obviously on my own will, but it was greasy, nasty food like pizza. Well that was coz Jack bought 4 boxes of 24 slice pizza and there are very few girls in our class. I ate 2 slices out of guilt in class and took 3 more for my fridge.
A certain someone is especially pissing me off in how she feels that she is the center of attention, and that everyone needs to bend down and serve her. I ask you for a favor so I am going to scream and belittle you mercilessly for doing it wrong. I bring you a gift of food to seem like some outgoing person, to earn brownie points, and then I get pissed when you want me to throw it out. As I said, I fucking hate people.
I am not jumping into anyone's pity party right now. I'm PMSing, there's one week of classes left (= lotsa rush work), and I generally just don't feel good right now. So KILL.
And I want a fucking milkshake.