the end
well on a complete opposite note from my last post. we broke up. again. but this time its over for good. he let me know where i ranked on his priority list and that included below himself video games, pot, and work. He said he was just as happy with me as without me. He said he would never fully open up to me bc he didnt want anyone to have the power to hurt him. Well life will never be very fulfilling for him then. As hurt as I am, I will eventually find someone who will give me their heart the way I give mine. Yes I take risks and that can cause heartbreak and pain but I know eventually I will be incredibly blissfully happy with whomever God has in store for me. I know this will come but right now I am struggling with the pain and the hole that won't seem to go away. I just want the pain to stop. .....Well Im gonna take it one step at a time.
On a different note....I tore my ACL and I need surgery. Then at least 4-5 months of physical therapy. I also need a job and insurance. Seems like everything that could go wrong has. But on a positive note, the only way to go now is up right?
On a different note....I tore my ACL and I need surgery. Then at least 4-5 months of physical therapy. I also need a job and insurance. Seems like everything that could go wrong has. But on a positive note, the only way to go now is up right?