So sad, so sad
maybe isn`t a very good term. maybe i could give up on you. maybe i could stop, move on with my life maybe i can get over you, but maybe you can fall in love with me. maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes and maybe, just maybe, you can love me too.
Love...it makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build this wall up, and then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it, they do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you and wears away at you and it eats you and leaves you in the darkenss and leaves you crying so that a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "I fell out of love" or "I think we should break up" turn into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real living thing gets inside of you and rips you apart. Love hurts so much, but you can't help feeling it. You wish you could, but somehow you just can't. You wish you could control it, make it so you didn't love him, care about him or even like him for that matter, make it so seeing him with other girls didn't make me choke up and shed some tears. You wish that seeing him all dressed up and with another girl on what would look like a date didn't make you cry and wanting him even more remembering how you used to be. But it always does and you hate myself for it...you hate yourself for still caring. You hate yourself for still wanting to see him happy, even if it means letting go.
Dear Heart,
I`m so sorry for the pain, the emptiness, the sadness, and especially the being torn in half. I want to say it`s all HIS fault, but i can`t....it`s MiNE too
There once was a thing called love that gave you happiness and the best times you could ever have until one day, that love collided with something unknown which left your heart into pieces now you live your life crying yourself to sleep with a burden that haunts you every day you've been heartbroken and you're just trying to find that love again
Sometimes you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you
Love...it makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build this wall up, and then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it, they do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you and wears away at you and it eats you and leaves you in the darkenss and leaves you crying so that a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "I fell out of love" or "I think we should break up" turn into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real living thing gets inside of you and rips you apart. Love hurts so much, but you can't help feeling it. You wish you could, but somehow you just can't. You wish you could control it, make it so you didn't love him, care about him or even like him for that matter, make it so seeing him with other girls didn't make me choke up and shed some tears. You wish that seeing him all dressed up and with another girl on what would look like a date didn't make you cry and wanting him even more remembering how you used to be. But it always does and you hate myself for it...you hate yourself for still caring. You hate yourself for still wanting to see him happy, even if it means letting go.
Dear Heart,
I`m so sorry for the pain, the emptiness, the sadness, and especially the being torn in half. I want to say it`s all HIS fault, but i can`t....it`s MiNE too
There once was a thing called love that gave you happiness and the best times you could ever have until one day, that love collided with something unknown which left your heart into pieces now you live your life crying yourself to sleep with a burden that haunts you every day you've been heartbroken and you're just trying to find that love again
Sometimes you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you