I feel the touch of you...
So yeh, last night thanks to my wonderful streak of luck, I had a dream about Steve, who is my ex. I thought I totally washed him out of my mind. In the dream I relived all the good times, the bad times, and it was like a glimpse of what would happen next. It felt so real, it really relived the pain and happiness. I was blown away. For those who don't know about Steve, Steve and I dated for 10 months, and it blew up really bad, the last month. The dream did not stop with just Steve, it kept going. Everyone and Anyone. Thank god I didn't relive Patrick's death. Sidebar, Patrick was my best friend that died at 20. After that fun trip down memory road, I could not stop thinking about certain people that I miss. Some of the people even go to OU, but we have not hung out in a few months, or even talked, mainly due to our busy lives. The few others are spread throughout either Michigan, such as Royal Oak, Marquette, to other states such as Flordia, Iowa, Indiana, Ohio, and Massachusetts.
Anyways off the depressing shit. So I saw Judy Shepard speak last night, which was a tad bit depressing, but more encouraging. It really opened up my closetedness. She was right, in order to get rid of stereotypes, we really need to just come out in the open, and stay that way, to make people realize that not all gays are the limpwristed, highpitched, flaming queens. She also said, if we don't come out then we are really not doing it for ourselves, well she said it in less words. Which I think is true. I tend to hide from social activities, because I don't wanna show "gayness" in something. Hell yeh I will do martial arts and soccer, but I don't do football, basketball, and baseball because I suck at those and show my gay side. lol. Anyways, after this, I hung out with Debbie Lee;), Jeni, Meghan, and Linda. More so Jeni and Linda, because the other two girls had homework. We walked around campus joking and talking.
We talked a lot about Beaver Fever. hahaha. WATCH MARGARET CHO. hahaha. DO YOU HAVE BEAVAH FEVAH?
Anywho, class time soon, and I am not sure if I am walking or driving. I think I should drive cuz I have a job interview, YES I AM GOING TO QUIT KOHLS! It is getting to be to long of a drive/far of a drive. Yeh, so bye peeps:)
Anyways off the depressing shit. So I saw Judy Shepard speak last night, which was a tad bit depressing, but more encouraging. It really opened up my closetedness. She was right, in order to get rid of stereotypes, we really need to just come out in the open, and stay that way, to make people realize that not all gays are the limpwristed, highpitched, flaming queens. She also said, if we don't come out then we are really not doing it for ourselves, well she said it in less words. Which I think is true. I tend to hide from social activities, because I don't wanna show "gayness" in something. Hell yeh I will do martial arts and soccer, but I don't do football, basketball, and baseball because I suck at those and show my gay side. lol. Anyways, after this, I hung out with Debbie Lee;), Jeni, Meghan, and Linda. More so Jeni and Linda, because the other two girls had homework. We walked around campus joking and talking.
We talked a lot about Beaver Fever. hahaha. WATCH MARGARET CHO. hahaha. DO YOU HAVE BEAVAH FEVAH?
Anywho, class time soon, and I am not sure if I am walking or driving. I think I should drive cuz I have a job interview, YES I AM GOING TO QUIT KOHLS! It is getting to be to long of a drive/far of a drive. Yeh, so bye peeps:)